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The thing is, though, that he's a little over five years older than me. And he doesn't go to my school anymore...but it's like, we talk to each other all the time. But I haven't seen him, like, in real life, in about two months.

Gah. His girlfriend hates me, though. I can't really say I blame her.

I'm sorry. I'm being all self-centered again.

Dude, I just came out and told him. Apparently, my feelings were returned. We talk like, everyday. All day. Through texts...but yeah. Of course there's a catch:

He has girlfriend.

-sigh- Whatever. I'm happy just being his friend.

I hate it when they do that...if I can figure it out, then why do you have to come and try to correct me? I was right in the first place.

But that's just me.

I'm so sick of getting mixed signals from my friend. Gah. I wish he'd just make up his mind. But I know I'm really bad about sending mixed signals...or apparently I am, because of the whole Chris thing. Ugh.

Happy Almost-Friday to you too lol

Today was better. My friends were a bit better than yesterday. I've forgiven Rachel and David. Kasey...well, she's my best friend. I can't stay mad at her long. My teacher's horrible though. She yelled at me for like, ten minutes because I was helping out my classmates. And then she chewed me out for five more minutes because I was answering the questions that nobody else was.

Apparently, my classmates have to 'help themselves'. And, I 'need to stop answering all the questions' and 'allow my classmates to figure it out.'

Well, if it takes them ten damn minutes and I know the answer, why should I let the class suffer while the teacher screams at us?

Gah. Sorry for complaining. How was your day?

Goodnight

Wow. That's...that's really funny. Like, hilarious. O.o

I've never met the male version of myself. Hahaha. Ha.

We're just cool like that -wink- lol

Same way here. I'm always the optimist in my group. The shoulder to cry on. The ear to complain and rant and rave to.

I haven't snapped because I'm just like...I dunno. I have this tendency to take on other people's problems until it's too much, and then I like, get depressed for about a week, and then I can handle it again. I guess I like making sure everyone else is okay, even if I'm not really all that good.

But honestly? I don't think that the majority of them would miss me terribly. Not until a crisis came up and they needed somebody to reassure them and tell them that everything is gonna be okay.

I feel self-centered. Bahaha.

Dude I'm sorry. And...yeah. Overall, in general (how redundant), people suck. There are a few good people, but most (if not all) of the time, they're taken for granted. Hahaha. I'm so optimistic.

Umm...David is just being David. Chris apparently thinks that I like him. And I don't. Uh...Kasey is spending all her time with her boyfriend (even though we've been friends ever since the second grade), Rachel keeps fishing for compliments and never gives any back, Darbie just won't stop acting pissy, and I'm not allowed to show that I'm pissed at any of them, because then they'll call me a bitch...gah. Now I feel bad again. Lol

What did yours do?

Aw I'm sorry lol it would be easier...haha. I have so much on this computer that my parents don't know about. I had a yahoo email account. But I dunno anything about yahoo...haven't been on there in forever. Lol

Today was okay. I'm pissed at my friend. Gah. But my least favorite teacher wasn't there, so yay. Actually, I'm kinda mad at a bunch of my friends. -sigh-

lol

Yeah. Bring your real sword. I only have plastic O.o

Yeah, I have AIM. Why?

Okay, we'll assign the bird to someone else....but you HAVE to be able to swordfight. If you can't though, I'll be holding a class. *bring your plastic sword*

Anyways....yeah. So how was your day?

Aw...I wanted you to come be a pirate too! Lol :P

Goodnight, thanks for the advice

Haha...it sounds like you had an interesting day. Haha. So much more interesting than me! Lol

Um, well, I'm kinda mad at my friend. He's just...I dunno. He'll talk to me all day, all the time, for like, a week, and then just stop for like, two days. And he like, asked me something in Japanese, and won't tell me what it means.

But...yeah. I've been having these awful mood swings all day, and I feel bad because I snapped at a bunch of people. And it's been cloudy. And...I dunno. Now I feel bad because I keep complaining to you...

Argh. Haha. I'm a pirate.

Today's Tuesday lol...I wish it were like, Friday, and I didn't have to go to school. Or, better yet, that it was summer, and there was no school whatsoever.

Today was okay, I guess. It could've been a lot worse, but it could've been better...do you know what I mean? How was yours?

(You seem like you'd be a really good friend lol)

I'm sorry...I hope you feel better. I'm kinda scared to go to one...I think they might diagnose me as bipolar (even though my friends have said that I am for years and years) and that they might try to make me take meds. Sigh. Lol

I couldn't sleep...I tried to go to sleep at eleven, but I tossed and turned for like, two hours. And my school starts at 7:15, so ugh. Lol

Sorry that you have to go to a counsellor when you don't want to...do you mind me asking why they think you need to go?

Sounds fun! Lol why'd you have to go to the doctor?

I...didn't really do much today. Except, I didn't get to sleep until one last night, and had to get up at six. Ugh. I'm trying really hard to write ten more pages of my story, but I don't think that I can. Gah.

Yeah, I am. But, like, I didn't think that the time zone was so huge. It's like, up in Canada and out to Texas....it's humongolous. O.o

I know you like my little made up word. Lol

So, yeah. How about I just took a three hour nap? Gah. Tomorrow morning's gonna suck unless I'm able to get some of my dad's sleeping meds.

So what've you been up to today?

'Kay. I didn't get in trouble last night. Or earlier this morning. Haha whichever.

Hey, random question: are you in the central time zone?