Hey everyone,I intend to enlighten myself again, so please bare with me as I ramble sentences and move from thought to thought. I guess tonight I am pondering at 1 am on the idea of why people see it as socially acceptable to be unhappy or to hate themselves. I do this. I do this way more than I will ever dare to divulge. There is no doubt I told myself that I was fat and ugly today and yesterday....

Today I saw my abuser.I was walking into Fazolis and I grazed her presents and stared at the familiar hairline. For two years I dealt with a person who lied to me, who cheated on me consistently, and who made me feel like I was not good enough. I spent countless nights crying myself to sleep and I was on the brink of suicide from the emotional abuse.Today was different. Today I realized for the...

I dream of an odd desire that is common to human excistance. Presumably, you probably are asking, “ Tiffany, what are you talking about?”I will explain.Today I played the Sims game all day until I melted my brain into the idea of children. Promptly I made sure to have one after another to resurrect the desire of having my own family. I drill myself vigorously everyday to deliver the foundation...

I decided recently I was going to evolve my mind and my body. I have felt for a few years the aches and pains of adulthood and being overweight is not something I prefer. I just am ready for a good cup of coffee and a sunrise to wake me up; while I am provided the enlightenment I am in search for.Having dogs has created the urgency for movement but the constant battle with perfection and...

Hello,Let me be perfectly clear. I am not here to provide fantastic information or parade around my fascinating, interesting life(if i had one). I am clearly just trying to understand my limitation and trying to understand if I am provoking life limitations on myself. I feel like I take a lot of time wishing I could get to an expectable level that is beyond my grasp but I will not dare to indulge...