Seeing all this cutesy , lovey-dovey stuff on Tumblr makes my insides hurt . To the point where I feel like I just want to curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep . I haven't felt happy in a long time , and I know that I may seem like it , but really that is just a mask . I actually feel like I want to throw up right about now , that's how seeing all this makes me feel , knowing that I won't...

And I know none of you will want to read this, but anywho..I think I'm going to delete some of my old stories, I think I might bring them back, but that all depends on how I feel about them. I know for a fact that most of them are very poorly written. No doubt about that. All because bascially I suck at writing, I always end up rushing things, and they all turn out like crap.There are a few that I...

I would really appreciate it if anyone had any good ideas of things I can research , as I currently am bored shitless and need something to do . I have nothing coming to my mind at the moment ... When I was at school I did research projects on Cocaine and Schizophrenia , so anything similar is good , or anything completely out of the norm is good too ! I have so many interestes but I cant seem to...

So as I currently have zero motivation , and have been talking to Tara from work , I have decided that I'm going to give Army training a try .It's a basic training schedule that I can do at home and hopefully get the best results possible . Seeing as I have considered joining the Navy or Army on more than one occasion , I find it nescesarry that I am atleast fit enough for if I decided to join ....

You could say that it has been a good few months since I have been on here , and honestly I have missed it !I am really in need of some good stories to read in my spare time , so if you have one or know of someone that has one , please give me the link , I want to read it ! Please !I am currently in the process of writing up a new story , and debating wether to delete all of my old stories ,...