Or maybe crap would feel better than I do right now...Get this, this guy I have this HUGE crush on just finished telling me about all these girls that are taking an intrest in him at college. How he's going out to partys like everynight and getting all of these phone numbers. Yeah, and I just felt terrible. I tried not to show it...but come on. It hurts s damn much considering I actually told him...

Yeah, I dyed My hair back to it's original color. It wasent that off. Just had some highlights in it. That phase is over and done with. Let me tell you why I got the highlights in the first place.I only put highlights in it to make myself feel prettier. Yeah I dyed it the day after valentines day because I asked this guy out. I figure, hey whats more romantic than valentines day? I bought him some...

Okay so heres the deal. I havent had my iPod for three days going on four. Why? Well, the stupid thing says it needs to be "Reformatted" Aka erase everything and start like it's out of the box. Okay, so my connection timed out so I kept trying. Friday I was out all day and when I got back I fell asleep. Today i've been trying since early hours and well...I deleted my entire iTunes program in the...

Hello All. This is Becca Soldier ~Disenchanted~ in the MCRmy.Listen up, today Monday, July 23, 2007 is International My Chemical Romance DayIt was chosen to be on July 23 because this was the day That My Chemical Romance's FIRST album debuted. I Brought You My Bullets, Your Brought Me Your Love.Today is the day to show EVERYONE how big a fan you are.Blast their music, bake a cake, invite friends...

Hey all My Chemical Romance Fans! Well, today is the birthday of the man with the plan, the quiet genious, the guitar god. Lets give three cheers for Ray 'The Fro' Toro! Happy 30th Ray. May it be filled with tons of joy and happiness because you do deserve it. Stay awesome like no one else can and show that guitar burn who's boss! Stay safe!-BeccaHa ha. Gotta love that man to peices! GO RAY! And...

Okay, this is a bit of a hate journal and i'm a bit pissed so brace youself.FUCK YOU! YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT! Oh I wish I could beat you down for the pain you've caused me today! For the pain you've caused me this entire week for that matter. You ask me out on Monday only to cancel 2 hours before i'm supposed to meet you. I'm okay with it because you reschedule for Friday. Then! Today,...

All thanks to me making DRUM MAJOR!!! Imagine that. A Percussion Drum Line capitan becomes Drum Major of the band! Oh this is so awesome! I have wanted this ever since my little fishy year! Oh gosh, i'm so friggn' excited I can't stand it!! Yes, i'm leaving sunday the 9th and coming back Thursday the 14th. I'm gonna be learning to conduct and salute. It was funny cuz on the paper that explains...

Yeah I know nobody cares but I do. I got the new Infinity On High Cd! Fall Out Boy is sooo freaking AWESOME! I WUV my new cd! And apparently. My dad likes it too. :D I let him hear a little of Thnks Fr Th Mmrs. And he said he has never hered anything like that, and he liked it cuz it didn't have any "trash" in it. SCORE! My dad actually approves on the music I like. Hmmm. I wonder if this means we...