So yea, my boyfriend is in jail.And i just needed a place to type this out because i don't really have anyone i can talk to about it.It hurts so bad knowing every day you have to wake up to a set of cold sheets where he is supposed to be holding you. Knowing that you have to wake up and you can't give him a good morning kiss to wake up.It hurts even worse waiting for the letters and wondering...

i am going to miss you so muchtonight sucked so fucking much and i don't know what im going to do without you.fuck i spend almost every day with you.and i think the both of us are just realizing how much we need eachother and then fucking all this shit goes down.this is all so fucked up.this night has been the worstand on top of that its your birthday and it made you more happy for me to say...

You look at me and I see your smile.You hold me close to you; it's been a long long while.I missed you, did you miss me?I blush as you answer.You smile and kiss my nose.I pull away from you and look down at your hands;you've got such a pretty rose."For me?" I ask.You nod your head.I take the rose and put it up to my nose.The smell reminds me of the first time we met.I lower my hands and look at...

I miss my ex.I miss being a little girl who didn't have to worry about such important things.I miss not being bipolar.I miss not having to fight a daily battle against depression that wants to completely take over until its won.I miss when my mom was happy and actually could tell people she had a daughter and not be ashamed.I missed when I had friends who actually wanted to be my friends.I miss...

I am a person like everyone else.I have experienced loss, pain, suffering, and hurt.I just observe things in a much more complex aspect than most would.Cancer is something has hit very close to home for me and I just feel the need to type this out so I can get some of it off my chest.I have a very large family but I am only close to very few people in it. It's strange because we all live within 20...

hey baby, i remember you.you walked so casually down the street with nothing but an attitude.you seemed like something was wrong,i felt like i was the only one who knew.you hide so well behind those bright blue eyes.<3hold my hand never let it go.i love you please; i just want you to know.my heart breaks everytime i turn on the tv.i see war, i see rape, i see crime, i see someone being lost in...

James Devin Kendrick.That name I dread so much. He was my first love and he screwed me over so badly. I loved him with my whole heart and he told me he felt the same. He told me it would be forever. I was young and I was very naive. I listened to everything he told me. I listened to all the bullshit and it caused me nothing but pain. I blamed him for so much but then realized it was just as much...

when you lose something so close and so dear to you, it's so hard to explain what you are feeling. there are so many mixed emotions involved and i don't really know how to explain it to you unless you have gone through it yourself. it is so hard to sit here and think about everything that has come and passed in my life. my dad never came into my life and that is something that i will hate forever....

i silently stare, as theworld goes by me.nothing left to live forat this exact moment in time.what's lost is lost;i don't think i can bare.if it means a life without love,then what is there to truly live for?i wrote that today, thinking hey maybe i can write this and not think about my ex or the boy i like. but it didn't really work but i hope you like it. it means a lot to me. espically when i...