Dear you,I wish I could hate you. I honestly wish I could just hate you and call you an idiot and leave you to your own devices. I wish I could say, I don’t care and that I can say “I told you so” when the inevitable happens. But I can’t. For two reasons. One, I love you. Two, I am you.You heard it here first. I love you. The awkward, painful, know-it’s-not-right love that will just hit...

My dream job is to be a stage actress. It's not one of those "Man, it would be cool if it could happen" dreams, either. It's a legitimate career goal, and I will do anything to make it happen.So, I've been acting in school productions since my freshman year (I'm a junior now), and I've gotten some pretty solid roles. Also, I've been competitively acting in Speech and Debate for a year, and I had...

I'm really pessimistic about my relationship right about now.It's not because anything has gone wrong. In fact, things couldn't be better. (Except for the massive hernia he got, but that's a different story.) Andrew is honestly the best guy I've ever been into, and I'm lucky I have him. He's not a creep at all, he's actually a gentleman, in a science-fiction punk kind of way. His family likes me,...

Hello, Mibban journalers. I'm back after long years of absence. Who missed me?So, these past few months have been actually pretty filled with happies.1. I got into my school's A Capella choir. This choir is the highest performance choir at my school, and it's literally been my dream to get into it since I started choir in 5th grade. Not to mention, we're a touring choir, meaning in May, we compete...

Hmmm. That's a pretty tough question. There's alot of stuff that would make a fic perfect for me. In general, I want something I can relate to. Even if I've never been in the exact situation, I want to feel and ache and root for the character and hope they get what they deserve.Specifics: My perfect Gabilliam is this setup: William is basically jailbait (16 or 17), but percocious and possibly...

1. Pick 16 of your favorite movies.2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.3. Post them here for everyone to guess.4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.5. NO cheating, if you don't know any of them then that's just too bad.6. You don't have to be tagged in this to play1. Moulin Rouge!- guessed by Audrey T.2. Chicago- guessed by...

So I guess a new trend is starting where you talk about why your Mibba/Twitter friends are the shit. I think I can handle that.Audrey_T She pwns for several reasons. She betas my stuff and makes it awesomer. Seriously, you guys think I'm a good writer on my own? Oh no, that's all Audrey. I mean, I can barely make a sentence without her. The only reason I'm able to write this coherently is cuz...

Guess the Song1. Put your mp3 player/equivalent on shuffle.2. Post the first line from the first 15 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.3. Have people guess what songs they are + bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.4. Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating1. My words will be here when I'm gone2. Come into these arms again, and lay your body down3. I...

Not sure how allowed this is, but let's go. If you never hear from me again, well, you know what happened.This is a meme/survey thing I found on Tumblr, which is like Twitter, but with more characters. Basically, it's ten of the randomest questions you'll ever be asked in your life. Enjoy my stupidity and insanity, and don't forget to post your own journal with your own answers.1. Who are you?I'm...

Wow. All I can say is "wow". It's funny how someone can be desperate, pathetic, weak and hypocritical all at once. This morning, at about 10 AM, I wake up to a text message from a girl who just last week, ended our friendship because of that crazy ex friend I was talking about from my last journal. Stupid me, I think maybe it's a "let's make up and be friends again, or at least stop being so catty...

I totally stole this from Jinxeh (It's pronounced "Jinx-ee". Who knew?):The problem with Mibba is that we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. Hence, I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your journal and find out what people don’t know about...

Hi guys. I know I'm only 14, but I've realized that scholarships and student loans are the only way I'm going to college. So I'm gonna be concentrating alot more on my academic career and doing extracurriculars, which means my stories won't be getting all the attention they deserve. Updates will be few and far between, but be assured, they WILL be updated. I'm sorry about it guys. Writing's...

-Get a 4.0 GPA-Be consistent with my updates-Branch out writing wise-Be more social-Find new music-Introduce more people to TCC and my other fave bands-Read the entire Bible-Go to church more often-Improve my handwriting-Learn to handle my money better-Find my real friends, and ditch the fakes-Pay attention in Geometry-Take care of my appearance-Exercise more outside of PE***I won;t be kissed at...

Well, the annual MHS Pops concert is coming up this spring, and I'm already getting ready. Our winter concert hasn't even happened yet! I'm so lame.The theme is: Disney songs! Yes, that means the Classic Cartoons. Think Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, all those lovely movies. It's gonna rock. It's gonna roll. It's gonna bring in more money than Lyn-Z in a strip club.Now here's the best...

OK, so I've been thinking I need to do some major editing for Lacey. MAJOR MAJOR editing. I'm taking down the chapters and me and Serena are gonna be working on the story as a whole, so check back in about 2 weeks and see the new and improved story. Don't fear. It WILL be back. I'm not deleting the acutal story page. It's still gonna be there. I just reread the story and realized it needs a little...

As I'm sure you guys have noticed by now, I just took Iconic off my Mibba. It has nothing to do with giving up on it, or not liking it anymore. Quite the opposite, actually. I love this story so much, that I just have to make it the best that I can for everyone who'll be reading it. I have so many edits, rewrites, and revisions, it's not even funny. So, I'm gonna concentrate on making this an...

So I made it into Choir 3-4! I'm very excited. Highest freshman female choir yo! So I learned something very important about myself; I'm a soprano. That shattered my world. I've been a 2nd Soprano for two years, and I don't know if I can handle it!!!!! Oh, well. I'm actually very happy about it.I also have a damn good natural vibrato. I've never actually had to do any vibrato, so I actually kind...

Does anyone else remember back when they were little kids? When life revolved around playmates, and finger painting? When Mommy and Daddy could fix anything? When life was-dare I say it?- happy? Before sex, before cliques, before drugs, before therapy, before fitting in, before all the bullshit?When did it all change? Is there a magic age when suddenly, your guy friends just want your body, and...

I never thought I'd say this but my life is spiraling downward. Ok, not really, but it's not so fun. I have huge huge huge writer's block. I really hate having to make my fans wait so long, but I wrote myself into a corner. Bear with me.The girl I'm into is halfway across the country, and I'm having limited contact with her. Not that it matters. I mean, she's into this a**hole of a dude. It hurts....