I feel like a failure.All of my friends have met someone new, romantically, after being hurt. But not me. I don't get that luxury in life, it seems. But, at the same time, I've been hurt SOO badly, that I can't seem to believe people any more. I feel like everyone is fake and that people just put up with me because they have to.Maybe I just don't want to find someone and I'm making excuses as to...

This is a brand new beginning. I am emotionally, mentally, and physically done with being men's doormats.I have an interview tomorrow morning, I will slowly be bringing my stuff back over to my mom's house, and I will have a new beginning. Hopefully I get this job and will be able to save up to get me and my kids our own place (that would be awesome!) It'll take time, but I know I can do it.Of...

I am so sick of fighting.Whether it be fighting with him, fighting with my kids, fighting with my mom, or fighting myself.I'm just sick of fighting.When did my life become full of fighting?I never used to fight, except with my brother, as siblings do.Fighting is wasted energy and I dont have any more energy to use.Is this how the rest of my life is going to go?One fight after the next, walking on...

That's all I can feel right now is numbness. I don't know what to do right now. I'm exhausted but I know I'm not going to be sleeping any time soon. How can someone just walk away from things? 2 months ago he proposed, now we're not together any more. Maybe we never should have even gotten back together? I just don't know right now. I love him so much and I feel like my heart has been ripped out...

Everyone wears a mask. No matter if its to hide tears or pain, or sometimes even happiness.I find myself getting sick of wearing a mask. It takes a lot of energy to put one on and not so much for it to come right back off. A lot has happened in the past two months and it seems that all the happy moments are surrounded by 5 or 6 unhappy or annoying moments. I honestly can't remember the last time I...

I find myself struggling more and more each day.Struggling to get out of bed, struggling to get INTO bed, struggling to stay awake during the day, struggling to eat, struggling to do a lot of things. Mainly I am struggling not to invade my fiancé's privacy. I feel like he is hiding something from me and I want to go through his phone to find out. But I made a promise to myself, and him, that I...

A break…that’s what he wants to do is take a break. How can we take a break when we live in the same house? How can we take a break when we have the children to take care of? How can we take a break without people realizing it?Who am I? Why do I not know who I am? How can I be 24 years old and not know who I am? Why does it seem like this is going to be so easy for him?Should I take my...

When I was in 5th grade, during out Christmas vacation from school, one night my mom came into my brother's room to say good night to us, and she found his hand down my pants. So, I guess, I was molested when I was 11 years old. It nearly tore my family apart. My mother nearly beat my brother to death that night and had to have my grandpa pull her off of my brother or she might have. I only...

Even though it is past midnight, I still consider today Mother's Day. I'm not sure what I expected today to be like, but whatever it was, it's not how it happened. I feel like my mother is choosing my brother over me. I felt that way my entire childhood, and it still continues into adulthood. She basically questions everything about how my boyfriend and I are raising our children and I am so sick...

Ok so I am a 24 year old mother of two. Right now me, the kids, and my boyfriend are living with my parents. We needed a change of environment and decided to move with them when they moved to North Carolina. We were only supposed to live with them for a couple months, but with everything we had going on, it wasn't possible. We are finally caught up on everything, have the money the move out, and...

Hey everyone who reads this, (lol)I am in dire need of a new name for the main guy, Bryan, in my story.....I started this story when I was starting to like a kid named Bryan, and now he's an a**hole and i need a new name because I don't want to be reminded of what he did. So I need a new name that goes good with my story, (if you haven't read it, please do and tell me what you think of it, and if...

Hey Everyone,When I started this story I was trying out different names for the main guy, who's name right now is Bryan, and before I add any more chapters, I was wondering what everyone thought of the name Damien, instead of Bryan? I know this is weird because I've already put some of the story out, but I would take the time to change it, if any body wants me too, or likes Damien better than...

Hey, i have this story that i've been writing, but i have no title for it.....and i really need help with the title before I got and post some of the chapter's i have written......VERY small summary: Raychel Farley has decided to be a mute for her life....will she ever find someone who she thinks is worthy to talk to?......among other things, she will change like she's never thought she would...