I know you wouldn't read this, not unless I gave you the link. I wouldn't give it to you anyway.... I don't want you to read this and know how insecure I am about you. I just wish you cared alot more to actually make me the first one who knows your 'secrets' or new 'adventures', not the last. I wish you would stop leading me along and making me feel like you actually give a damn if you don't. I...