Is this wrong?

I don't know what I'm suppose to feel or not anymore.I'm in love with someone I know I can never be with...and it hurts to the point I want to cry so much because I either don't see him, don't hear from him the ammount I used too...or just the main fact, everyone else around me is happy, and the only time I truely happy...is with him.I want to stop being afraid, too afraid to speak my mind on the...
March 22nd, 2010 at 07:19pm

Why am I the one in the wrong?

Ok...I'm not good at writing Journals...but I'm really sick of holding all of this inMy so-called best friend has now completely stopped talking to me.The 3 weeks before her birthday, I had lost my Great-Aunt Edna (My Grandma's sister). And it shook me up ALOT...I couldn't get to sleep at night, and when I saw my mum and dad able to hug onto each other, I felt even more alone then I had ever felt...
October 27th, 2009 at 02:12pm

The New Year

New Year = new start right??Well here goesNew Year was greatLuke came down and was aloud to stay which was absolutely amazingI had the best New Year ever and I'm never ever going to forget it =DI love you so much Luke xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxFor a while at the end of last year I started having these strange dreamsThey wake me up in the middle of the night almost everytime crying my eyes outSome of them...
January 27th, 2009 at 09:20pm

I can't take it anymore

Ok so this is my first Journal thingy, I'm just gonna babble on and see if anyone can help me with things.First of all there's this guy, I've liked him for a while and we we're friends but not anymore, I feel really bad for falling out friends with him because he was a great friend to have. I loved him as a friend and maybe a little more and I think that's why it hurts so much now that we're not...
December 13th, 2008 at 06:55pm