I only log into mibba about once a month now. Jeez. I know I've been busy going to school and trying to grow up but I need to see what's happenin' on Mibba. I can't believe I've been on here for almost 6 years. Definitely miss it.I miss writing. I have not written anything for the last 8 months or so and I don't feel like myself anymore. I feel like I'm missing out on life.. and by life I mean the...

So excited! After months of worrying I finally got my acceptance letter to UTSA! This means I get to move to a new city and start a new life! Luckily I've inherited an empty, paid-off house in San Antonio close to school so I don't have to deal with student housing. :) And I already have a job lined up at my step sister's restaraunt.UTSA has a high acceptance rate, though. I had reason to worry...

I seriously have the best professors ever. Since I've been having to deal with all this turmoil in my life, I've slipped a bit in my studies and a lot of homework and assignments haven't been done yet. So I decided to shoot my professor an email telling her I would like to finish all of it and turn it in even if I get a zero for it. It would just make me feel better to get it all done and turned...

The only thing everyone has been suggesting when trying to help me is "go to church", "god loves you", "god has a plan for you", "jesus can help you if you let him"... ugh. Shut up, I don't need to hear you ramble about jesus. That is not what I need.The only thing that would make it better is if I could travel back in time to about a year ago and stay in that moment forever. The pain of knowing...

Okay, maybe. But unfortunately has reached a point where I have basically NOTHING. The love of my life abandonded me, then my best friend ran 900 miles away and BETRAYED ME (so we're no longer speaking), I'm thousands of dollars in debt, and I am so emotionally unstable I could no longer keep my job. Seriously, the only thing I have left right now is family and college.I've attempted suicide 2...

I want more!!! I'm itching to read some really good OF. It's been forever. I plan to start a new one shot (I can't ever commit to a full length chaptered story because I'm a freak) but have yet to think of anything. I need some inspiration.Oh yeah, about inspiration. Why is it that I was writing the most when I was super depressed? I seemed to have drawn inspiration from sorrow and I've eventually...

Okay, well you do burn it. I'm talking about synthetic marijuana. I bought some yesterday for my boyfriend (he has to take drug tests for work). I've only smoked it once and it was just alright. I was incredibly alert of everything around me and got a little paranoid. It smells good though. Even the cheapest kind is strong as shit. No wonder they sell in such small amounts. I know a lot of people...

I have to say, the only band I never outgrew or got bored of is A Day to Remember. I don't think I've ever loved any band this much other than green day (when I was younger). Really, I never wanted to be one of those people that say "they saved my life", but damn did they make it a lot better. The music just makes me happy.. especially when I'm with friends. Maybe it's because listening to them...

Meeeee! What a great Saturday! With the boyfriends family for memorial weekend/little kids birthday. Been in the pool all day throwing water balloons and starting watergun fights. Fun fun fun. Waiting on the burgers to finish then we do the cake and presents. Too bad I have to work at 6 tonight.Not sure why I'm blogging by the pool but it feels great under the hot texas sun. I haven't laid out for...

1. I don't have to talk to any customers2. I get to work in the back doing prep3. I get to work morning shifts (I HATE closing)4. All my co workers are awesome and they like to smoke weed too lol5. I actually get treated well and rewarded for hard work (never lose hours and when I work well I rake in "points" that I can turn in whenever I want for cash)6. Even through lunch rushes it's not that...

It sure would be nice to have more friends on my list.Anyway, I was thinking about writing a review for it but I should probably beat the whole game, at least on Normal mode, first. Definitely not going to wait until Nightmare because that will be awhile. I have friends that are already on Act II of Nightmare and you have to beat the game on all difficulties to unlock Nightmare... they must not...

It won't take me long to get used to it. I feel like it's MUCH better organized and the new features (alerts and recs) are awesome. Love the alerts especially. So far I'm having no problems at all. I know Dujo and the other staff have been working on it for a LONG time so I really appreciate the effort that's been put into this. I've been on Mibba since 2006 (I'm member #42 LOL) so I guess I just...

So it turns out that I've inherited a house in San Antonio! Awesome right? Well since the house is paid off I figured why not go to UTSA to finish school. I was under a lot of stress trying to figure out where I would live when I was planning on going to UH because I can't get into a resident hall and I can't afford the apartments downtown. I'm glad my dad told me sooner than he planned.I'll be...

A POKEMON rave. Yes. You read that right. A Pokemon rave. And it was BOOOOOOMB DIGGITY! I don't think I've had that much fun in a long time. I met so many awesome and funny people, found them on facebook too. We didn't stay until it was over though; we all went to Whataburger and sat in there until 3am :D By the way, do people in the Northern US know what Whataburger is? I realize it's a regional...