The video To This Day by Shane Koyczan started making me think about the "What if's" of my life, and, I will tell you this straight.I would have been dead.I would have been dead or worse if I hadn't had my Mom, a loving surrogate Dad, and my brother (despite the way he treated me in the past.)Why I'm saying this is, because some of the things I went through, no kid should have to.A family member...

As of an hour ago, Dick Clark was announced dead at age 82. He died from a heart attack, but no one can know if he suffered or it was quick. I wish all the fans and family of Dick Clark out there my sincerest condolences, and I hope that each one of you can make it through this great tragedy.Dick Clark was notable for being the Producer and Host of American Bandstand from 1952 to 1989 when the...

I have just come to the realization that I used to want to hump Max Green to no sort of ending, and then...out of no where! He goes from "Puppy" to "Hobo" and "Fat Kid".What happened here?I came to terms that Craig is a good lead singer for Escape the Fate so I have nothing against him...anymore. I did at one point until I listened to "The Flood" and my head just exploded....I can't even voice the...

I want to start off saying thank you for being the coolest mother frucker I ever got to know about, because without your wild hair and your funny out look on life I would have just followed the crowd, but I can't turn back now because I wouldn't be leading the life I am right now.It's not the most money making life, but it's sure working right now.I want to thank you for pushing me to call my dad...

I am very sad to say, but ... I don't like any of the stories I have written or am in the process of writing.I have decided that my most favorite idea's I am just going to re-write, because it's stupid to leave them just sitting there for months with no updates.I have decided to save one idea:Eyes Set To Kill.Eyes Set To Kill just makes my heart flutter when I read it from a readers perspective...

Less than 200 percent.Those that actually try to achieve said dreams? Most of the normal class of people.I've always wanted to become a Singer or Actress, but all I am comfortable doing is doing nothing about it and thinking about it even less.I know that I sound like a "Poor pitiful me" type with what I'm writing, but it was the only way I feel that I can get this out of my head and get myself...

When you have23 22 different layouts from a whole bunch of websites and you can only pick ONE to put on your profile.This fucking bites -sits down and pouts-.I found so many good ones -sulks-.I found:1 - Gerard Way1 - Gambit2 - Zacky Vengeance2 - Oliver Sykes1 - Andy Sixx1 - Synyster Gates2 - Jimmy Sullivan1 - Matt Sanders1 - Dear John1 - Jacob Black3 - Avenged Sevenfold1 - Escape the Fate1 - Gir1...

I just got my first tattoo on Friday and I am ELATED to have it.Before you ask the question, yes it was painful. The outline was anyway, the coloring in didn't hurt so much.I suggest to any idiot that holds their breath during a tattoo not to do it, because it could:A) Make the tattoo come out completely differentorB) Make the wise man/woman tell you not too lol.I got my tattoo done in Leduc,AB...

My first ever tattoo is coming soon.I'm going to Canada to hang out with my boyfriend and his family for a afternoon and night before mom and I sling shot for Alaska, and my boyfriend plan's to get me my first tattoo during that time.I can kind of guide you through what it looks like in my head, but, be warned, it could turn out totally differently.I am wanting a pink rose that is laying down...

Five years is a long time to be somewhere you don't know anything about. I'm going to be moving to Alaska soon with my mom and it's a very scary thought to me.Yes I'll be, hopefully, doing a road trip and be getting to see my boyfriend and him buy me a tattoo that I'll forever cherish, but five years in a place I've been too yeah, but it'll be far away from the once upon a time home that I had as...

If no one thinks this is cute then you should shot! Or just put in time out xDOur stars are Matt Shadows singing, Matt Shadows sitting, and Synyster Gates being as cute as always. I will forever use this when I want to go to sleep but never can because too many people talk on chatroom sites and I just can't willingly ignore them...especially those hot guys RAWR! Sorry DxAnyway, onto the cuteness:I...

.As of, just now, I had written a, what I think, powerful speech for Craig Owens of Chiodos. As of this very moment I have him paired with Max Green of Escape the Fate and I think you guys will like the speech I wrote for him. It's about a very powerful subject and one I deeply hate. So when the sequal of "Where My Failings Are Forgiven" is posted I hope those that it happened too find comfort in...

I'm on a site right now going through Season 1 of Supernatural, and infront of God and my dog! My memory clicks into place and I remember watching Episode 4 and the thing was...I thought I'd never seen Supernatural until I watched it one day on TNT. I thought I had started right at the ending of Season 3, but, apparently, I've seen Season 1 Episode 4 somewhere before and I can't remember where.No,...

I've been reading Yaoi since late last night and now I wanna try to put all my characters in the positions and settings that I've been reading -cries-. I already did Andy/Ronnie that way, and now I want to make Andy/Oli do it too ='[. That's what one-shots are for I guess ='[. Damn I hate it when this happens, all of a sudden my mind is like bamming with shit it want's me to do.I love all my...

Because it's sometimes not telling the truth. I had a epiphany to write a Chronicles of Narnia story, and now, after reading one story of Paranormal State, I want to write a story with them and Avenged Sevenfold!I will not reveal the madness, because this is to savory to resist! Damn you my mind! We have other stories that haven't been updated yet! This shall go down as a future Story Idea because...

Here is Max Green running around naked in a field and then coming toward the camera for a close-up of his bare white ass:This was filmed somewhere in Britain, as shown by the people's talking accents. I'm guessing East Midlands, but you never know.My eyes my fucking eyes! -runs out the door and trips into the snow-Neche! I hope you want to see his bare white ass still! I bet I can find some other...

That Max Green has paraded around in his birthday suit on stage?Here is evidence of it:God my eyes! They about busted out of their own sockets!Oh god I found another video of the same venue and it was Craig AND Max stripping...I was going to stay off Youtube for two weeks if I saw anything, my poor pitiful eyes.I must go to Twitter and bitch at Max for that...though that was like, two years ago....

Okay here's the deal-eo I have 4 stories I need to update. One is adored by many while the other three are adored almost the same as it is. And the only time I can really update is if I have some love songs I can listen to.I know I can find love songs where ever, but all my one's that I listen to are used and abused so I need some new ones.Comment me with all the love songs you can think of or...