Almost forgot about this place....Its actually been ages since I've written. Need to get back into the swing of things...need to find a new style or spice up my old style.Kinda miss how I use to write ALL the time. I wonder what made me stop now of all times. I mean everything is pretty much great.....Ugh weird. I wish I knew what is keeping me from writing and just spilling my whole being all...

I can't seem to find my other me.No not a split personality! But my other self I could retreat to when I couldn't bare what was going on in my life.I'd run to her and she'd comfort me with writing poems, letting music drowned things out, having pefect detailed day dreams, and she saw the world in different ways.She was my escape! She was my santuary...but for some reason I feel as if she gone. I...

Dot Dot Dot!I really should be doing homework because I have three papers due tomorrow but I can't focus and I got somethings I really need to talk about!The reason why I'm posting this is because I need help. Yeah I could ask my friends or family about it, but I really don't want to bug 'em about it and they won't take me seriously. Well at this moment I have a bunch of stupid things running...

Ugh I've had writer's block for about a month now and I don't know how to get over it...I know I have to write something or I'm just gunna s'plode! I've tried to write poems & stories but they look like someone took a bunch of random words and just tossed them on the paper...Ugh I really hate it! Plus I have to write a short story for English but nothing comes...So please I need advice to get...

I'm so irritaed! For some reason just now I can't find much inspiration anymore...Before I use to be inspired by almost everything! Now it's just like...blah or phooey. I mean I can't even find music to fit my mood anymore...sp fustrating!Is this apart of being a writer? 'Cause if it is, I hope I get over it soon! I do't like it one bit....myah....Well if there is-tell me where I can find some...

Well this is my fist post of a journal....so akwards-just kidding!ANYways I have gotten over my two year writers block (I have already post some poems-not the greatest but still) and I have a couple stories I want to post-but not until I at least get to the 5th chapter (for some stories the chapters are short-so no worries!)...ugh well some of the stoys' titles are:Unbound ForeverThe Pleasurable...