Love and Razorblades
About
Lauren.
"When you're little, night time is scary because there are monsters under the bed. When you get older the monsters are different.
Self doubt, Loneliness, Regret.
And though you may be older and wiser, you still find yourself scared of the dark."
"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real"
"We wish, because we need help, and we're scared."
"Victories are counted by the number of lives saved. And once in a while, if you're smart, the life you save could be your own."
"De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?"
"Everyone thinks it’s so romantic, Romeo and Juliet, true love, how sad. If Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy, drink the bottle of poison, and go to sleep in a mausoleum, she deserved whatever she got."
"Here's the truth about the truth: It hurts. So we lie."
"But the basic insecurities, the basic fears and all those old wounds just grow up with us."
"We're all damaged, it seems. Some of us, more than others. We carry the damage with us from childhood"
"Most wounds run deeper than you can imagine. You can't see them with the naked eye."
"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."
"Don´t wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don´t."
"The problem is, fairy tales don't come true. It's the other stories, the ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. It's the nightmares that always seem to become reality. - The person that invented the phrase "Happily ever after" should have his ass kicked, so hard."
^All from Grey's Anatomy.
She screams in her pillow, For a better tomorrow,She hates it, But she takes it,Watch out for that girl, One day she may change the world.
Don't Forget..
Little girl, little girl, why are you crying? Inside your restless soul your heart is dying, little one, little one, your soul is purging, of love and razor blades, your blood is surging.
Nobody likes you, everyone left you, they're all out without you, having fun.
Love is like a red rose on your coffin door, what's life like bleeding on the floor?
Another knife in my hands, a stain that never comes off the sheets.
Hear the sound, the angels come screaming down, I hear you've been bleeding, make your choice, I hear you've been pleading, someone save us.
I'm not okay.
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists, it isn't that much fun.
Set you a adrift on memory bliss, it was Grafton street on a rainy night.
You should have lied, because your stupid mistake made my world crash down.
Turn right, into my arms, you won't be alone.
Chasing stars to lose our shadows, Peter Pan & Wendy turned out fine, so won't you fly with me?
And as the cars collided, promises you kept were broken, her last words were left unspoken
'Cause all of this is all that I can take, And you could never understand the demons that I faced, So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world, For what everything you are. Your just a little girl
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, and life's like an hourglass glued to the table.
I was so unique, now I feel skin deep.
Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me, fighting to make the mirror happy.
Pulling down her long sleeves, to cover all the memories the scars leave.
So I'll wait till kingdom come, all the highs and lows are gone, a little bit longer, and I'll be fine.
A word's just a word, until you mean what you say.
There was no parade, No lights flashing, No song to sing along the way
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating, in the pain, there is healing.
Before I fall too fast, kiss me quick, but make it last, so I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye.
But you're so hypnotizing, You've got me laughing while I sing, You've got me smiling in my sleep, And I can see this unraveling,Your love is where I'm falling ,But please don't catch me
Maybe you'll call me someday, Hear the operator say the number's no good, And that she had a world of chances, for you, She had a world of chances, for you, She had a world of chances,Chances you were burning through
You sing to me, Too bad you couldn't even stay on key.
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To come around
Maybe I was naive
Got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance
My mistake I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
Don't say that you're sorry
For breaking every inch of my heart
I should've known from the start
Now it's time to get lost
My guard was always up.And the one time I let my guard down and let someone in.. My heart was ripped out and stomped on. I may never be able to love again...
?'s
-Her friends.
-Music
-Singing
-Writing stories
-My laptop
Homophobia is wrong, would you like to be discriminated against? I don't think so.
"When you're little, night time is scary because there are monsters under the bed. When you get older the monsters are different.
Self doubt, Loneliness, Regret.
And though you may be older and wiser, you still find yourself scared of the dark."
"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real"
"We wish, because we need help, and we're scared."
"Victories are counted by the number of lives saved. And once in a while, if you're smart, the life you save could be your own."
"De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?"
"Everyone thinks it’s so romantic, Romeo and Juliet, true love, how sad. If Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy, drink the bottle of poison, and go to sleep in a mausoleum, she deserved whatever she got."
"Here's the truth about the truth: It hurts. So we lie."
"But the basic insecurities, the basic fears and all those old wounds just grow up with us."
"We're all damaged, it seems. Some of us, more than others. We carry the damage with us from childhood"
"Most wounds run deeper than you can imagine. You can't see them with the naked eye."
"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."
"Don´t wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don´t."
"The problem is, fairy tales don't come true. It's the other stories, the ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. It's the nightmares that always seem to become reality. - The person that invented the phrase "Happily ever after" should have his ass kicked, so hard."
^All from Grey's Anatomy.
She screams in her pillow, For a better tomorrow,She hates it, But she takes it,Watch out for that girl, One day she may change the world.
Don't Forget..
Little girl, little girl, why are you crying? Inside your restless soul your heart is dying, little one, little one, your soul is purging, of love and razor blades, your blood is surging.
Nobody likes you, everyone left you, they're all out without you, having fun.
Love is like a red rose on your coffin door, what's life like bleeding on the floor?
Another knife in my hands, a stain that never comes off the sheets.
Hear the sound, the angels come screaming down, I hear you've been bleeding, make your choice, I hear you've been pleading, someone save us.
I'm not okay.
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists, it isn't that much fun.
Set you a adrift on memory bliss, it was Grafton street on a rainy night.
You should have lied, because your stupid mistake made my world crash down.
Turn right, into my arms, you won't be alone.
Chasing stars to lose our shadows, Peter Pan & Wendy turned out fine, so won't you fly with me?
And as the cars collided, promises you kept were broken, her last words were left unspoken
'Cause all of this is all that I can take, And you could never understand the demons that I faced, So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world, For what everything you are. Your just a little girl
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, and life's like an hourglass glued to the table.
I was so unique, now I feel skin deep.
Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me, fighting to make the mirror happy.
Pulling down her long sleeves, to cover all the memories the scars leave.
So I'll wait till kingdom come, all the highs and lows are gone, a little bit longer, and I'll be fine.
A word's just a word, until you mean what you say.
There was no parade, No lights flashing, No song to sing along the way
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating, in the pain, there is healing.
Before I fall too fast, kiss me quick, but make it last, so I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye.
But you're so hypnotizing, You've got me laughing while I sing, You've got me smiling in my sleep, And I can see this unraveling,Your love is where I'm falling ,But please don't catch me
Maybe you'll call me someday, Hear the operator say the number's no good, And that she had a world of chances, for you, She had a world of chances, for you, She had a world of chances,Chances you were burning through
You sing to me, Too bad you couldn't even stay on key.
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To come around
Maybe I was naive
Got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance
My mistake I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
Don't say that you're sorry
For breaking every inch of my heart
I should've known from the start
Now it's time to get lost
My guard was always up.And the one time I let my guard down and let someone in.. My heart was ripped out and stomped on. I may never be able to love again...
?'s
-Her friends.
-Music
-Singing
-Writing stories
-My laptop
Homophobia is wrong, would you like to be discriminated against? I don't think so.