A few years back, I honestly couldn't tell you when, my father had his second heart attack. My entire family was piled in the waiting room of this big hospital, just waiting for the news if he was going to be okay or not. No one was really saying anything, the news was playing, my mother was crying. I was crying.After we finally got the news that he was going to be okay, we all went up to see him....

Is it bad that every time I close my eyes I see my Aunt dying? I see her curled up in that hospital bed, with that stupid oxygen mask strapped over her mouth. I can barely sleep, my head hurts and I feel like throwing up a lot.Yesterday was her funeral, and that itself was hard. I would have been okay, I didn’t think I was going to cry, but when they closed that casket my grandmother lost it....

So, my friend (I'll call her Steph.) who pays for tickets all the time can't anymore. And my other friend (Kayla) is all pissed because for the first time ever Steph backed out.We are going to be making gifts for the bands and Steph's mom can't work overtime to get the money for Kayla's ticket.I feel that Kayla should sit back and think about how rash she is acting about everything. Because it's...

Bands I've seen live~Emery*Plain White T's~Relint K x2*Taking Back Sunday~Armor For Sleep*underOATHx2~Escape The Fatex2*Black Tide~William Control*The Academy Is x3~We The Kings x5*Mayday Paradex2~Family Force Fivex2*Cobra Starshipx2~Story of The Year*Alesana~Gym Class Heros*Say Anything~Angels and Airwaves*Forever The Sickest Kidsx7~Mercy Mercedes*NevershoutNeverx2~The Cabx2*The Promise...

Okay, well, for this one I'm not going to give off some big long rant on it, or at least I'm not going to try to.I'm going to give the best and worst parts of the nights.Hope you enjoy.The CH3APDAT3 Tour headline Forever The Sickest Kids. Other bands that played were Sing It loud, The Rocket Summer, My Favorite Highway and Vita.My friend Tanya and I arrived at The Rave at 11:30 am on the dot, and...

This is uber late, I don't care though.So, we got there an hour early, and go to walk with Buddy from Senses Fail. We didn't even realize it until he had walked away, epic fail.We had to wait outside for it to open, it was horrible, I hated it. But, we met this really cool guy named Rob, he's a merch guy for an underground band. I even got his number.And then I saw The Maine's sign, saying when...

sorry that this took me so long to put up. I'm starting to suck at this...okay, sooooi got to stay in the crowd for NSN! but after them i had to get out becuase I couldn't breathe, which pissed me off cuase I realy wanted to be in there for FTSKso, i had to watch them from the side, it coulda been worse though.and uhm, i met some really hot guys, =Dand then afterwords i meeeettttt Marc from FTSK...

I'm only doing this to write how I feel, and maybe someone will read this and think I'm being a stupid little teenager, but I couldn't really care less.I put a lot of time into everything that I do, and into letting my friends know how much they mean to me.But I'm never getting anything back, from anyone, and it feels like my heart is about to break.I've always felt like no one was really my...

okay, so we get thereand hey monday comes on frist, right?so we're rockin' out to Hey Monday, and Mike the guitarist, I keep making a heart with my hand to him, cause I love Hey Mondayand he made one back, when he could, and mouthed 'I love you too!" to meand then Carloina Liar came on, and they rocked so hardcoreand then afterwords, I met the lead singer, and told him it was my sweet 16(it's not...