Sorry Readers Or Anyone Else Including Friends

Dame I am so depressed! Everything is so stressful this year with so much drama.It’s unbelievable! I swear is someone trying to get to jump in front of a car because it sure does seem like it.Love sucks! Life sucks! Pretty much everything sucks at this point! I don't know to rip my hair out or scream out of my mind.I am 27 years old this year and everything keeps getting worse as I get older....
September 7th, 2009 at 04:25am

Another Sad Journal Entrie *sighs*

My birth-day is the 12th and I have no one speacil to share it with.Dame my birth is so going to suck its not even funny.Plus I am sad for the fact of the drama and my heartache that won't go away.Dame love.I can't stop this feeling!I have tried but still my heart persist on feeling this feeling for someone.My heart betrayed me and still is betraying me.My heart isn't loyal to me at all only to...
August 11th, 2009 at 07:10am

I finally let him know what I was Feeling.

I finally sent him email expressing my feelings to him and how he has been making me feel lately.I even told him about me starting to fall for him which was something was hard for me to even type little alone would be able to tell him.Part of me is releaved but the other part of me wants to curl in a ball crying.There was a shame-full secret I did hid from him that I have been mutalting the palm...
August 8th, 2009 at 12:12pm

So much stress! Eh I could do without it for a while.

Ok I have been having some major stress lately and I am seriously am sick of it.Yeah I know take lifes blows when they come to you but dang do you have to take every hit?I usally have some knd of bull or drama going on in my familly.Lately I have my normal problems but then I get two wammies.Fist I end my marriage because I was tried of being lonely with my heart in tacked so I would be able to...
August 7th, 2009 at 04:40pm

Feeling down.

Dame I am so sad & depressed at the same time. Life can be such a pain and even sicking.I am tired of searching for love and I hate marrage. I never ever want to get married ever again!I spent allmost 10 years with a person and I feel like I wasted so many years on such a jerk.The sad face is I just don't believe in love anymore.I have grown tired of the heartache, the lies, the tears, the...
July 15th, 2009 at 01:31am

What Would You Do If Your Friend Was Pushing You Away? *sighs*

I have a friend that is pushing me for reason unknown to me. He has made me feel like day old trash. He gets a new friend then he starts to push me aside even ignoring me. My feelings are hurt.I must be stupidly NICE! Do I have a welcome Mat on my face that says "Walk On Stupid"...?I tried to tell him once but then I became chicken to tell him the reason why I left him a message about being...
June 30th, 2009 at 02:47am

I Need Some Information About Japanese Culture & Japanese Traditions. Please Someone Respond.

I need a little info on Japanese Culture & Traditions.I have an idea for a story that will be based in Japan but I know little about Japan, their culture & traditions, so I need one of you readers to help.I would appreciate if someone helped with this problem."Questions I need answers too""Where in Japan would have wooded or a type of forest area?""What other type of foods do a normal...
June 28th, 2009 at 12:31pm

Who Hate's The Saying Life Is Unfair?

I don't believe in that saying life is unfair, it rather annoys me.I believe if everyone in the world stood up and said no more of life being unfair it wouldn't be.Sadly we are the ones that allow life to be unfair when it should be fair without favoritism, income, status, success, class, who you know, what’s your worth, how well known you are.If all these things didn't matter as they do, life...
June 26th, 2009 at 11:21pm

Do You Think There Are Those That Pertend To Have Depression Or Have A True Understanding What True Depression Really Is?

I do believe at times there are those that like to fake depression to get attention or trying to be like everyone else if its a trend with those that they surround themselves with.I have had some horror-able and wonderful things happen in my life.I have dealt with "rape, physical, mental & emotional abuse."I could go in detail on my own life experiences.I have been at the bottom of the most...
June 26th, 2009 at 03:47am

OMFG Way Too HOT! X__X

OMFG I am so dying from the heat, Nothing helps. Not even if you would run around in your birthday suite would do anything except you would still be sticky and running around in the nude.Rate now I am using a Ziploc bag of ice to try and cool down along with sitting in front of a fan. The ice is working but I can't say the same for the fan. I like when its warm out but not to the point you feel...
June 25th, 2009 at 01:30am

Love Sucks!

Why is it so hard to find true love?Why does love have to be so complicated?Why do people use the word love if they don't mean it?Why do when two people break up one of them has to do spiteful things to the other?Why do the one that you use to love act as if you were the worse person on the face of the earth when they use to say, "you are the best thing that has ever happened to me"..?Love does it...
June 22nd, 2009 at 11:18pm

My Personal Opinion On The Emo Emotion

My opinionEmo is more of a state of mind than some of the stereotypical definitions besides the definition of the music style, sometimes by the music someone listens too or the clothes they wear, personal out look on life possibly being grim or hopeless, even show fake emotions while not being fully truthful about how their feeling, possibly mutilating the body to cause physical harm trying to...
June 22nd, 2009 at 03:35am