Ever Get That Douche Vibe? (Ghost Adventures)

I don't know about anyone else reading this, nor do I expect them to care, but I love the Ghost Adventures series. Not because I believe in ghosts, but because I think those guys are so entertaining. Take Zak to begin with, for some reason I always think of him being an asshole*. I actually would love to meet him and have him be an asshole just to see if I was right. I mean, most of the episodes...
July 23rd, 2011 at 09:13pm

What Should I Do?

I have all these old stories, 2 years old...but I don't know how to keep them going. Should I delete them and start new? I don't want to leave them there knowing I might never finish them. I just am running out of ideas. Any advice? Should I force myself to keep writing? I miss writing a lot but I am fresh out of ideas. What do you guys do when you're at a writers block that just won't quit?And if...
July 19th, 2011 at 06:32pm

I Wish My Mom Found Love

It's something I think about, and something I feel empathetic about too. My mom has had relationships with 3 guys, all of whom are complete assholes. The first guy left her when she found out she was pregnant with my brother, the second guy (my dad) cheated on her until he kicked us out when I was 3 to get married to some lady who still thinks it's appropriate for me to call her "mom". I don't.I...
July 19th, 2011 at 03:38am

Dead To The World

I don't know if anyone will read this, nor remember me at all. You see, I stopped writing due to me finding faults in everything I have written. I was close to deleting all of my stories and starting fresh, but I knew I would do it again. I was afraid of logging back on, I didn't want to see the flood of friends wondering where I went.I can't say for certain if I'm going to write again, but I'll...
July 19th, 2011 at 01:27am

Does Anyone Know The Age Limit?

To the Aragon ballroom?My friend and I are 15, and we want to see MCR in April.That's the only time they will be in our area and since we're young does anyone know how old you have to be? Or if you have to be accompanied by an adult?Would be appreciated.Thanks in advance. I looked on google, but nothing came up.Not even their website has any information on that.Please? Really want to go see...
November 23rd, 2010 at 10:10pm

Was It Worth It? (I Still Think It Was)

Hey everyone reading. This journal is going to seem vague and really dumb of me but I just can't stop thinking about this person. You see, we used to be friends, well....in a more I was the shoulder for her to cry on it seems to me. We never met face to face before but I can't believe I still care.You know those people who drive you insane? The ones who are practically laying on the street to be...
November 2nd, 2010 at 11:35pm

I'm The Good Kind of Stalker...In a Way

It's no secret to my real life and online friends that I'm pretty much protective and concerned. This journal is kind of a reminder to someone whom I'm glad is doing better. May not be 100% but is better then where we parted ways.I know your still don't hold me in such a high regard.I mean, invasion of privacy much?But just to let you know I'm sort of happy for you.Happy that you're moving on.You...
May 6th, 2010 at 12:00am

Pain Of An Absent Father

I've been in a conflict to write this journal or no, because I'd hate to be attacked for complaining but I think this is a complaint with a pretty good reason.Lately I've been thinking about my Dad, how I wish he was in my life.No, he's not dead.No, he isn't in another stateHis heart and mine are just....seperated.I barely know my real Dad, he barely knows me.But the pain of not having a Father...
February 28th, 2010 at 08:14pm

Not Updating For A while - Writing A Book! [Possibly]

I haven't updated in some time because I just might be writing a book, and not the kind to post on Mibba. I thought of writing a real, physical, published book. And guess what? It's not fiction (or fan fiction). I have given this long, hard though and I will seek the guidance of some people in the real world I can trust.Why? Because the subject matter is pretty big, but one I feel strongly on.Zero...
February 17th, 2010 at 02:33am

The Itsy Bitsy Spider Crawled Up Into My Mouth

"Down came teeth to grind the spider out.Then came a scream when I realized what I didAnd the itsy bitsy spider still scares the living sh!t out of me"Okay, so that didn't rhyme, but it might give you insight to how terrfied I am of spiders.Yeah, one didn't crawl into my mouth, but it did crawl on the wall. I tried to kill it, don't know if I did. I squaked after hitting it with an alarm clock...
February 10th, 2010 at 10:57pm

Why I Wont Accept A Ride From Random People Now

It was a dream, unlike any other dream, I was doing and going places I've never been before all that jazz.Well, this dream starts out I'm at my dream grandmother's house and she leaves. I go for a walk and end up "down town". In my dream I've been there before and always walk through this huge church, I see the doors on the other side open, but instead walk another way into a parking lot.it's...
February 8th, 2010 at 10:46pm

This voice in my head isn't mine!

Does any one know or ever wonder about that voice in your head?You know, the one who's basically reading this?Your thought voice.Mine sounds very different from my real voice.It's just driving me crazy that I can't find any articles about this and I've googled it so many times.My thought voice is very highish pitch.And I can manipulate it to sound like anothers.But I guess we all can do that?It...
February 6th, 2010 at 05:31am

I Was Caught In The Act! Guilty Pleasure

My love afair has gone on since I was a young child.I'd be sitting in the car with my Aunt, ording myself up a side of somethin' special.And I'd eat the golden nuggets with happiness, drench myself in a sea of grease, ketchup, and french fries.I had fallen in love with McDonald's from an early age.And back then, I didn't care about health or my weight.All I knew was that those nuggets got my mouth...
February 2nd, 2010 at 02:39am

3 Men 1 Hammer [Not What You'd Think]

You know how some people murder?And some just might video tape their killings.There's one out there too.It's called 3 Men 1 Hammer, and I'll tell you that I love getting inside a murderer's mind but I will not watch the video.I have had it described to me and it's sick.A man gets beaten and and like a hammer is smashing his face.It's sick.This kid at school Adrian had gotten around school blockers...
January 29th, 2010 at 12:39am

To My Mommy Dearest [Letter Inside]

Dear Mama,You're not perfect. You know you're not super woman and sometimes I see you break down and cry and sometimes I see it in your eyes that you want to quit. There were years you slept through because of you working so many jobs. And the days that you were awake, you did your best to keep me happy. I see that you're strong, stronger then you give yourself credit for. You've overcome lots of...
January 25th, 2010 at 10:26pm

Fear Of Needles [How I just got stuck in the veins today]

I got a blood test today, to see if I have any of my Mother's diseases and what not.Now, the last time I got my blood drawn, it hurt like a b with an itch. No joke, I was probbed 10 times and robbed with many viles of my blood.So today I walk in with fear, and luckily my nurse wasn't that bad.She used the butterfly needle which is used on infants to make it less painful, it was less painful....
January 18th, 2010 at 08:45pm

Autopsy of Babies! [You're probably sick enough to read this.] Miscreation!

By the title of my journal you either think A) I'm lying to get readers. B) A little comment on the rise of the abortion issue or C) I really have pictures of baby autopsies.Let me say that all of the above would've been correct. Excuse me for being a bit cold or gross, but the abortion topic has brought up my love of the autopsy babies. And yes, I'm not kidding...
January 17th, 2010 at 03:42pm

Some Days I Feel Like Angel (The Guy From That TV Show) Help The Helpless

If you have ever came in contact with an overly emotional, sensitive, over empathetic individual then you already know me. Sort of. See, there are times I feel like Angel from the TV show with the same name. Angel "helps the helpless" and there are times when I feel the same way.I always seem to attract the people who need help the most, the ones who screw up their lives and do everything in their...
January 17th, 2010 at 03:09am

It Really Sucks Cause You're Awesome At Writing

Have you ever read a really good story?Like one that is so good you wanted to personally hug the author?I have plenty of times, and you know what I hate the most?When they turn out to be the biggest a**hole you could ever meet.For example, there's this story on LJ I'm reading, and I love it so much.It's different and I think about it so often.So i checked the author's profile to see when updates...
January 10th, 2010 at 12:30am

Why Is It That She Doesn't Exist? [How I sort of almost got to meet MCR in my dreams]

Okay, so this is a dream just so everyone is aware.It starts out as I'm being handed money from my mom, I have to got to school, but at 10:30 am I get to leave to go see MCR. Apparently the tickets are 35 bucks and I have that all in change. I go to school and for the first couple periods I count the money to the best of my abilities. After I got a handful of coins i trade them in for paper money...
January 1st, 2010 at 06:45pm