I decided that i'm going to change. Im putting everything behind, Becoming the person I want to be. I decided that i'm not going to let me peers judgement effect me. I'm sick of living in this made up world in my head. I've come to conclusion that people leave. But there is a reason to it. I t will make me stronger. God doesn't put things on my plate that i can't handle. I'm going to be more...

Sometimes I wonder if my Life worth living, wondering if i'll ever be happy.Sometimes I wonder If I should just give up.But then I think of all my goals and how I can't let them go, how I can't leave with out accomplishing them.And I can't wait to see the look on my Mom and step dads face when i do, telling them ha you didn't believe in me, and then like she dose to my brother expect me to help...

I sometimes ask myself what I'm afraid of and the two things that cross my mind are Life and Death. Half the time I tell myslef I'm afraid of death and the other life, but as I get older and see more things my mind pushes towards life. Why? Because Life you see things that alter the way you think, you see things that can scar you. But when this question crosses my mind, reasons do to.As some...