It's simple but I'm happy with it.Anyway. Tomorrow, I'll be staying with my friend for the week. Her family is going out of town. After they get back, she'll be moving in with me. At least until we find another place. And to find another place, we'll have to find other jobs. We work at the same place, and the park goes to less hours for the fall after Monday. I just realized yesterday how...

I'm at least going to get one priced. It's going to be an outline of a cancer awareness ribbon, since lung cancer ones are clear. It'll obviously look better than that example, and the outline will be black.My grandpa hasn't passed yet, but I figured it'd be a nice thing to get while he's still with us, so he knows how much I care.It's getting tougher and tougher going to see him. He's at the...

I was looking at the related videos on the side while watching that earlier and noticed a bunch of videos for a Bjork song, also titled "Wanderlust." Since Keith is a HUGE fan of Bjork (she's his favorite artist), I'm highly doubting that it's a coincidence. He would... XDIt seems like it's been more than a day since we were told that my grandpa only had two weeks... really it has. I can just tell...

The good news:That's right. ETID's new video, "Wanderlust." Seriously, they still go it. Even after losing Ratboy. Josh sounds amazing on bass, and I hope he sticks around. Jordan and Andy's guitar playing keeps getting better with each album. And Keith's voice! My word it's better than I remembered, and that's saying something. If I'm not mistaken, that's Zach (their sound dude) playing drums in...

I started my new job on Friday. It's not horrible. I mean, Saturday pretty much sucked, but I can't complain too much. It's more or less your standard cashier's job. Long hours on your feet, customers that you want to smack, and a bunch of pointless questions from said customers that aren't really all that hard to answer yourself. The thing I hate most about the job is the godd*mn phone. See, we...

So today I went in for my interview and I was hired! I start tomorrow. =D It's at a safari themed park/petting zoo type thing. You get to feed the animals and stuff. I'll most likely be working the gift shop, sometimes the back gate selling carrots, and maybe even the ice cream place.Also, last night while going through tumblr, I found this. DUDE! Dave Grohl, Josh Homme, and John Paul Jones? Sign...

Yesterday was incredible. I had a ton of fun with Stephy. We left around 8:30 in the morning. Got there around 11. We gave Stephy her presents. Mom got her a set of owls to hang on her wall and a zebra print t-shirt. I gave her a zebra print tank, a zebra print tote bag (that can also be converted to a smaller bag), and a stuffed owl... if you can't tell she loves owls and zebra print.Then we went...

Alright, so like I said in my last journal, I didn't get the job and I had to change my plans of moving to Columbus.Well, I sent a message to Stephy telling her I didn't get the job, that I won't be moving, etc.I wasn't trying to upset her, make up unhappy, or anything like that. I was, admittedly, looking for a little support. I wanted to know that even when things don't work out, basically...

So I didn't get the Blockbuster job. They decided to go with someone else. They might hire a second person. I still have a chance, but very slim. I'm bummed but not too bummed. I'd be less bummed if my mom didn't nag me and volunteer me for unreliable jobs that I don't want. I get that it's money, but the last BS, extra money job I had at the base didn't work out quite as well as I had hoped. I...

I'm gonna start off with the bad news. My brother works at a local hotel with a waterpark. I guess a 3-year-old kid drowned there. The lifeguard was busy taking care of a bunch of rambunctious sh*theads at the other end of the pool. Where was the kid's mom? No where near the g*ddamn pool! Seriously? What the f*ck kind of mom leaves her THREE year old kid unattended at a pool? I think it should be...

This song is brilliant. Brandon Davis is awesome. I've been listening to it all day. And singing it nonstop. XD It's also the reason I've changed both my about section and message boards theme.Anyway. I may have a job! May being the the key word. I went to see the dude that's helping me find a job and I filled out and app for the local Blockbuster. There is a position available, I have to call in...

What's with all the hate lists on Mibba today? I'd rather focus on things I love.1. Derek friggin' Kerswill. He's the best drummer, in my opinion. He's a total sweetheart. He's like family. He always makes me feel better. He's got some awesome stuff in the works that will make people's heads explode out of sheer awesomeness.2. Watching sh*tty reality shows with Amber. Seriously, it's the best. The...

So my kitty has a name now! We decided on Anberlin. Oddly enough, my mom suggested it. This morning she was trying out for the Kitty Olympics 2009 in couch gymnastics.Yesterday was also Chris Preece's last official day in Vanna. Today he has a new twitter name and is on his way back to Texas. I'm pretty sad. But, Shawn posted a video from Warped of "Trashmouth," which Davey has been guestvocaling...

She doesn't have a name yet. Mom's in charge of naming her, so it could be a while... but she's cute! Himylayan, like our last one, but tortie point instead of flame point. They had a female flame point, but I didn't want one that looked like Caspie. But, I think she might be part parrot or something, she likes getting on my shoulder.Other than that, my day has been uneventful. I was gone all day,...

So yesterday, after talking to Stephy (and her ex-stepmom indirectly), it was decided that I'm going to try to move to Columbus by October. Now, this means I'm gonna have to kick my a$$ by then. I need a job, need to save money I make from that job, a car, the list goes on. But, I think if I stick with it, I can do it. I started going through my clothes to find stuff I don't wear/need anymore. I'm...

I copied what I wrote on my tumblr and am going to post it here:I’m learning to not let people’s opinions on what I do affect me. Even if they are someone I care about. I need to do what I feel is best, even if it turns out to not be the best in the end. My decisions and actions are mine to make, no matter how right or wrong they may be.I know you’re not happy with what I did, but it’s...

Before I steal Ana's list idea, everyone must listen to this. I heard of them before, thanks to Keith Buckley, but I finally saw this video this morning at 4 AM. It's incredible. And not what I typically listen to:Ten Facts about me...1. I get bronchitis a lot. Thanks smoker parents and friends.2. Derek Kerswill is a friend and a mentor and I love him so freaking much. He's been a positive...

Last night I went to see Unearth. It was amazing. I'm going to skip most of the stories. But, I did talk to Ken for a few hours after the show. Derek wasn't too happy about it, especially when he picked me up for this picture:Notice how rediculously crappy my hair looks from sweating. And the fact that my shirt is falling off. I look pretty slutty, eh? Derek rushed over to yell at Ken as soon as...

I was watching TV today, mostly ANTM, but I flipped to Fuse while Number One Countdown: Rock was on. They played a video by Halestorm, and the lead singer Lzzy is freaking gorgeous:Look up "I Get Off" it's a great song, and judging by the video, Lzzy is an awesome front woman. She seemed to have a lot of energy.Here are the other girls I find very attractive:Juliet SimmsHeidi KlumThere's more, I'm...

I realized yesterday that I'm probably an a-hole. Not a big one. But still. It all started when I found Chris from Motionless in White's myspace. MIW was the one band that Stephy and I made fun of when we saw Vanna. Particularly the lead singer who was like a cross between Jeffree Star and Marilyn Manson:Well, his myspace just kinda furthered my need to make fun of him. It was full of "I'm so...