Don't Know What to Think.

I thought I heard about my friend being on anti-depressants. I thought I heard her about being suicidal. I thought I heard her other friends saying she was in the hospital.I was right. Sometimes, it downright sucks to be right. Even when I'd first assumed she was depressed, which was before we were even friends, I was right.Now that she actually told me that she was in the hospital for trying to...
February 3rd, 2010 at 05:29am

Substitutes

Animal product alternatives for vegans:Many of these products can be found at just about any grocery store. If taste is preventing you from becoming vegan, it may not be a factor once you find a product that tastes exactly whatever you miss from your old diet.Be sure to check the ingredients to ensure that the animal product alternatives you use are truly vegan. Some are just made suitable for...
January 3rd, 2010 at 01:41pm

Guilt with a Mix of Sadness

I feel so depressed at the moment about how people treat others and how this world works. I wish I could just shut my eyes and forget everything I know without caring a tiny bit. As a whole, this world seems horrible to me.I am also feeling depressed about how others perceive me. I feel that everyone always sees me as a retard, even when they haven't said anything about being retarded. I just feel...
November 29th, 2009 at 10:06am

Heroes

In school, we have to do an essay for a contest we can enter. The theme this year is, "Does America Still Have Heroes?" My teacher wanted us to go down the military route, but since I'm not that patriotic, I didn't do that. Here is my essay.----I believe that everyone has the potential to be a hero, but most of us just don’t use that potential. Some do not see their magnificent potential, while...
October 26th, 2009 at 11:53pm

Self-Piteous Vent

I've never known what it's like to have a true friend. Never. I've barely had any friends at all besides the ones on the Internet. What is it like to have a true friend? Someone you can at least tell some of your secrets to? Someone who truly cares about you and will be there for you. The closest thing i've had to a true friend is my friend in my head, who is actually my imaginary boyfriend....
September 13th, 2009 at 08:03am

Ugh... Part 1- Friends

This is just a rant about random crap. I feel the need to post this, so I will. Feel free to insult me if you believe I deserve it. I've always had imaginary friends. When I was in elementary, I used to imagine people there and that I was running at random stuff, just because I had no real people to be with. I was a complete loner. I've always been so afraid of what people would think of me, so I...
August 7th, 2009 at 09:07am

Nickelback was AWESOME last night!

If I had to choose a moment in time to go back to, I'd choose last night. It was just so freakin' fun and amazing.Saving Abel opened. I didn't really like them that much, but maybe that was me. =/ They were giving out a guitar, but I didn't feel lucky enough to win it. It looked like a pretty nice guitar, took, and I would've loved to have it.Papa Roach was pretty awesome. I think I'll check their...
July 16th, 2009 at 08:44am

Glad I was wearing a seatbelt

I was in a car accident a few hours ago when I was going to marching band practice. My mom was turning, and the driver behind us wasn't paying attention. Suddenly, I felt how the crash pushed us, and I screamed and dropped my gum all over. My mom's seat went back, and the coin thing we have in the car was totally ejected from where it is built in.When we got out, I felt like I was going to have a...
July 3rd, 2009 at 03:35am

Retainers...

I just broke another retainer yet again. This is going to be the second time I have to replace this one. In normal circumstances, I'd tell my mom about it, but she's having a hard time financially already. She is about to have her insurance taken off of her, because she is laid off at the moment. One of her newest prescriptions costs about $300 without insurance, and she'll never be able to afford...
July 2nd, 2009 at 03:52am

My Poor Budgie :(

I think my ten-year-old budgie might have to be PTS. Poor guy has been sleeping way more than usual these past few days, and his cere is brown, which I read could mean he has a tumor. He is ten years old, and even if treatment for bird tumors were easy, I doubt he'd survive at that age. It seems like I've had him my entire life. I've had him since I was like five or something, and I'm 15 now. I'm...
May 17th, 2009 at 01:53am

I wish I could just give up with school.

NOTE: This is merely a rant of a complete idiot who does not want to do any homework at all.I can't, however, because that'd mean not being able to go to college and getting a rather crappy job. I don't feel like doing any of the work I've been assigned anymore, and I have barely done any of my homework this week. I have two projects due Monday for Adv. English, and I know I have to seriously get...
March 28th, 2009 at 07:16am

To Readers

Sorry for not updating in the past week and sorry for not updating I Hate Everything About You for quite a while. I have the next chapter for I Hate Everything About You written out already, and I also am almost done with the next chapter for Nightcurse written out. I will hopefully be able to update both stories by Friday. I am also going to start a new story after I'm done with those two, and...
March 5th, 2009 at 12:44am

A Few Fast Food Facts and Vegetarian Information for Burger King

Fast food can have many more calories than you might imagine, even though you should already know that fast food is unhealthy, greasy, and disgusting. When I found out that there were 600 calories in a BK King Fry at burger king, I found it almost unbelievable. That is why I stopped getting the king fry and instead either get nothing at all or occasionally a small or medium fry. Even a BK small...
January 18th, 2009 at 03:12am

Petsmart Guinea Pig Suffers Neglect ( ***son City, PA)

This is a continuation of this journal entry.Today, I was at Petsmart once again. The guinea pig was still there. It is against the law not to give animals with necessary vet care. I recorded a video of the neglect. The video can be viewed at www.petsmartnepa.tk. I also took more pictures.I am hoping to make some sort of difference with this store. I sent the video to both PETA and the Lackawanna...
June 2nd, 2008 at 03:38am

My Trip to Petsmart

At Petsmart in Dickson City, PA, they had the cutest guinea pigs. I kind of wanted one, but I don't think I want another one, yet, after losing Pretzel yesterday and Cookie. They had the cutest agouti abyssinian that looked so neat. I think he was tan with brown agouti. They had so many other cuties, too.There was a bad part, however. One of their guinea pigs was sick. He looked to me like he had...
June 1st, 2008 at 05:41am