January 17th, 2011 at 06:03am
I hate not getting back to people right away so I'm really sorry! But don't worry, I always sound like an idiot. I've recently discovered that when someone is talking to me, I'm never fully there. Like I'm listening, but my mind is wandering off to other things at the same time so i'm not really listening. It makes more sense when I say it in person, lol.
Yeah, lol. But there aren't many places to sit. Even when the tables are out you have to navigate towards them and I don't really like crowds. The close proximity and all, it's just weird. I guess I have minor touch issues with people i don't know, lol.
It actually took me a while to understand what you meant, lol. Studying for finals have fried my brain, lol. I'm honestly, seriously contemplating rewriting it. I've already rewritten the first chapter, lol. I'm liking that idea, deleting all the chapters for STABLU and Forget About Me and MFOE and just reposting from the start.
Lol, sailor works too. I always get soo paranoid because I swear at school and with friends so often that I know it may one day slip in front of my parents who will kill me. And finals are this week, so I'm studying like no tomorrow. I can barely focus half the time but I'm pushing through.
Procrastination is a beautiful thing, lol. And thank you! I honestly take that as a compliment because I do try very hard to do my best in school. I just don't want to disappoint anyone and I have this natural desire to want to do good and challenge myself. Trust me though, it wasn't an easy process in understanding that things aren't going to be easy and handed to me. I guess after a while I found out that nothing will be handed for me and that I will have to work for it. Sadly, I know that there are people who think High School is the high light of their life because it's the now. But there's so much more. There are so many more possibilities outside of those walls. I don't act like many teenagers in general, lol. I know that sounds conceited and like I'm full of myself, but I'm not. I'm not boy crazy, not into partying, drugs, experimenting, alcohol, sex, none of that. I just plan ahead and think about tomorrow, like when I graduate, where I'll end up and how I can please everyone else. I'm a people pleaser, lol.
Yeah, I love being around people and my friends, but sometimes I just can't be around anyone. Cause there are times where I know I'm just gonna be with crazy, mean, rude bitch and I don't want to hurt anyone when I'm like that. I need that balance though.
so I'm gonna start a new comment just to be safe, lol.
They are adorable. I can't even imagine how hard it must be for them with the whole on and off thing and on top of that Alex being gone for extended periods of time. Honestly, all i've head them call Jack is the lead guitarist of All Time Low, Jack Barakat. Hopefully it will stay that way. Yeah, it's hard not to assume that Cassadee and Rian are dating because they really are always together. And I'm pretty sure Zack isn't dating anyone either. I hadn't heard about this Australian girl, but sure, lol.
Most band girlfriends are. Than you get the few selfish ones that don't want their boys gallivanting off around the world. I see where they come from and all but thankfully the All Time Low girls aren't like that...at least from what we know.
If you were sitting outside my window right now....I'd like to think I'd know, lol. Don't worry, I know you're not some stalker, lol. We must be more alike than we know, lol.