I can’t. I can’t stay here. It’s too much hurt. Too much pain.It just hurts too bad. I hate emotions. They’re useless to me. Always have been. They get in the way of… well, of everything. And the fact that I feel this bad from emotions, it kills me.I want to be hurt. Actually, physically hurt. The only kind of real hurt, if you ask me. I want to be raped, beaten, anything, just so this...