Sign Language Matchmaking

Today was one of the greatest days I have had in a while. So I started off the day in ASL (American Sign Language) class, which, to me, is the best class I have ever taken. So towards beginning of class one of my friends starts talking to me about this guy that I really like. I have seen him around campus a lot, and we always end up looking at each other. Well it turns out that he is deaf (I knew...
September 30th, 2008 at 01:10am

College, Stomach Flu, ***s, and Apologies

So I haven't been on Mibba in probably about a month, but I have good reason for that. It started off with Fast Times At Barrington High (had to listen to that over and over), and then I had to start school at a new college (transferred back home) and ended up having the stomach flu for the first week of classes. I ended up loving all my classes and actually decided to start working hard, and stop...
September 10th, 2008 at 02:50pm

FNMTV and Poppin'

So I just finished watching this week’s episode of FNMTV, and I feel once again disappointed in it. When I first heard about the show I was so excited because I would finally get to see music videos once again on MTV. They started with a great premise but turned it into something horrible.The first thing that irks me about the show is Pete Wentz. I have absolutely nothing personal against Pete...
August 2nd, 2008 at 03:01am

Mamma Mia, I should Have Run

So yesterday I was having a great day. I was going to see 'Mamma Mia' with my best friend, and then I was going to go to her house to watch stupid horror movies. So we go to the theater and see 'Mamma Mia' and it was amazing. I usually don't like musicals, but I loved it. We both then decided to come up with our own musicals. We had the stupidest ideas for the musicals, but it was so much fun. So...
July 20th, 2008 at 01:13am

Just A Waste of Space (Not Like Anyone Will Even Read This)

I thought that today was going to be a good day. I mean I finished reading 'New Moon' and it was really good, and I had been in a pretty good mood. Then it all turned downwards. I started thinking about things today and I got really bummed out. I haven't talked to any of my friends in so long. They never just randomly call me or text me, I always have to initiate it, and they never call back. And...
July 15th, 2008 at 01:50am

Mediocracy At It's Finest?

So I just posted the last chapter to my story yesterday, and when I logged on today I decided that I would go back and read the story as a whole. I started reading the first chapter and I found myself bored with the story. I couldn't even make it past the third chapter. To me it was horrible, and I don't know if it's just because I wrote it. It seemed less than mediocre. I have gotten a lot of...
July 14th, 2008 at 05:26pm

Working with Shane West

So last night I had this dream that I was at work (it totally wasn't the place I work at) and all of a sudden Shane West comes in and shows me this piece of paper saying that he will be working there now. The only thing it said on the paper was "press the action button." So in the dream I ask him what his name is and he gives me this extreme Spanish name and so I take this clipboard and look...
July 10th, 2008 at 07:26pm

Suggestions???

Hey does anybody know of or write any all time low fan-fics? I have found myself obsessed with alt fan-fics right now. Just leave the title if you know of any.So today in the mail I got some orientation stuff from the local community college. Ugh...orientation all over again. Last year, my freshman year of college I was away at a four year school and it didn't turn out to well. Between the...
July 8th, 2008 at 09:06pm

Taste of Chicago

Today I was woken up extremely early by my mother because we had planned to go to the Taste of Chicago today (I live about an hour outside of Chicago), and boy did we get a taste. The taste of Chicago is this huge festival in downtown Chicago with a town of food. So I got up and got ready and uploaded a few videos to youtube, which my mother complained that I should have been getting ready instead...
July 4th, 2008 at 01:54am

break downs and ramblings

I had a mental breakdown on the way to work a couple of days ago and when I got to work I almost broke down again. I HATE my job, yet I also understand that I am lucky to have a job because it is difficult to get a job right now. I think its stealing my soul.My parents were terrified when I had my breakdown, they said they hadn't seen my like that since the days after the shooting. What they don't...
July 2nd, 2008 at 01:34am

Wisdom Teeth Aren't For the Wise

I absolutely dread going to the dentist. Every time I go they always shove their little tools into my mouth and make me bleed and hurt for about a week. This time was oddly different. It took about 10 to 15 minutes and they didn’t make me bleed or make my teeth hurt. That is until they told me that I needed to get all four of my wisdom teeth pulled out because there was no room for them to come...
June 24th, 2008 at 08:38pm

Here's To The Nights We Felt Alive

So here I am sitting in my bed listening to “Your Guardian Angel” by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I haven’t listened to that song since leaving college in February for good reason. Listening to it right now is bringing tears to my eyes and giving me the chills. This song reminds me of everything that happened during my one year (well a tiny bit less than a year) of college. All the good (when...
June 23rd, 2008 at 09:33pm

Between A Rock and a Hard Place

So I have come to a realization today, I am in love with one of my friend’s brothers. I’m not talking about a little crush and I blush when I see him, I’m talking about full blown love. He always finds a way to make me laugh, and I love being around him. I love the little inside jokes that we have. But I know that absolutely nothing will come out of this. I know for a fact that he likes this...
June 21st, 2008 at 01:55am

And so it begins...

(So I've decided that my entries are going to be letters to someone. This is someone I used to love.)G M,Today was one of my "bad" days. I woke up this morning and immediately hopped in the shower and started sobbing. I hate the person that I see in the mirror. I hate having to look at the same ugly face everyday. And it doesn't help when the people that you love constantly point out your flaws...
June 18th, 2008 at 05:36am