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Have you seen the used yet??

Argh and taking back sunday! Do you know those are the two bands I most want to see in the whole world.

I am sooo jealous. I was on a taking back sunday rampage the other day. Yet I have been denied seeing them! So sad!!

Ah you are lucky.

It was awesomeee seeing them. There was soo many other bands there, i finally saw red jumpsuit! After like two years of waiting.

From first to last! I saw them as well. I swear we used to be so into note to self together. It was an awesomeee day.

I wish we had some of the amazing festivals over here. I think i will die of jealousy at you seeing the used!! Remember how we used to go through our "used" phases and we'd be just obsessed with them. God i would LOVE to see that band. I really hope they come to my country soooon!!

Thats a lovely sign you checked it the same day I commented. Soulmates still!

I saw Jack's Mannequin yesterday afternoon and they played dark blue and it reminded me of youuu.

I don't think I would have gotten into that band if it were not for that song and you!

Hahahha you are CUTE.

Noo my darling, definitely not engaged. I dont plan on getting engaged for a VERRRRY long time. That is even if I want to get married. I am unsure.

Hahaha Lizzy gave me that ring actually :)

How have you been?!

Haaaaaappy birthday!!!

(Which I believe is today, or perhaps tomorrow due to the time difference)

I hope you have a wonderfuuul day and night.

Awe, I can still remember a year ago when it was your birthday! How time flies!

xx

Hahaha yeaaah him.

Its really weird and complicated, but we are just friends. Its working, right now. I don't like LIKE him anymore, but i do love him and want him as my friend. Don't you hate it when people are only your friends because they like you? That drives me maaaaad!!

What about you? Any more hugely funny stories to tell me?

Hmmm...is it completely ridiculous that I have no idea who Metro Station are?

BE JEALOUS!

Bloc party was amazing! I have not been to such an amazing concert in so long, it was just incredibleeee!!

If you ever get the chance to see them, GO. They are so so so good.

and english!

And I am thankful for you, doll.

Hmm...I never really thought about it that way. But now that you bring it up, it's completely obvious how that sort of throwing away could be good for you. Just by...giving things up, for new perspective. It's interesting and strange and beautiful.

I remember seeing on your profile awhile ago that you liked Meriwether, and yay they're still on there! Have you heard any of their new stuff? It's all pretty much on their myspace, their record company is screwing them and it's taking forever for the new album to come out, which SUCKS.

There's a band from California called Carlotta, have you ever heard of them? They're good friends with Meriwether, they played a show with them here recently and oh baby, were they AMAZING. You should check them out, I guarantee that you'd love them, especially since you like Meriwether.

I'm pretty much in love with Skip, oh gosh.
He makes my heart SKIP a beat, I swear.
They made my birthday so special, they played "Wash Up We're Having Company" and Skip dedd'ed it to me, AHH it was amazing. And I went on stage. AHHH it was the best night of my life.

Skip Skip Skip.
Love me some Skip.
Wow that was quite a ramble!
Forgive me, I go off on these tangents especially when I find people that love Meriwether. But yes, def check out their new stuff. It's INCREDIBLE!!!

<3

That's true. And I guess there just has to be a distinction. Because you can't ever truly change if you throw things away. They have to be taken from you if you're ever going to learn from it. And that's the most brutal thing that can happen, to have things and people and lives taken from you.

But in the end, it could totally be worth it.

Oooh, a boyfriend. My my, that is phenomenal. At least to me.

I've been thinking a lot about...well, about life, to put it plainly. And I've decided that everyone has to lose everything at least once in their life. For perspective, you know? And I'm utterly afraid by that realization, yet I'm also kind of excited for the day I'm forced to start over.

Hahahahaa so I am going to wind up seeing metro station too.

EW.

They are supporting the veronica's, and I am taking my little sister to go and see them.

NOT TRACE CYRUS!!! I might need a blindold or something.

I also LOVE LOVE LOVE our newly edited details on facebook. That is perfeeeect. And so true too.

It made me laugh this time.

Wonderful.

Man, forget me. Forget my life. Even forget the Boy, for a little while.

These days, it's all about the Mentor. I led this religious retreat on last Thursday at my old middle school because he was helping lead it too, and I just really wanted to ditch school to hang out with him. And it ended up being the most life-altering experience of my entire life. I don't know how, but I am changed, all because of the retreat and him and this little group of sixth graders I inspired. It just sort of felt like...like I was finally growing into myself.

Not to mention I got the most amazing hug from the Mentor at the end of the day.

He just inspires me so much, but he's also turning out to be one of my great friends, so I love hanging out with him. :]]]]

I'm so fucking happy. Finally.

How about you? Tell me something...magical.

Yes, mentor. That's a perfectly good, acceptable, legal word for it. And he is my mentor, in a weird way. I don't know, It's just...it makes me happy that he's there to talk to.

He's only about 23, or 24. Not married. Relates a lot of stories about his life to me. Really helps me out. Probably more than he really knows.

He just...it's really nice to be able to talk to him outside of my friends. There's so much I want to tell him that I feel uncomfortable talking about with my friends.

Okay, this probably will sound weird, but...I have to tell someone.

So me and this teacher have meetings every week just to talk, because I just feel so much like I can trust him and get good advice and stuff. So I asked him if I could talk to him again next week, and we set up a day and time and everything. But then he asked for my number and email address to put in his phone.

Is that...something I should really be thinking about, or should I just shrug it off?

He's like, a mega-Christian, which I completely respect, even if I don't share in his beliefs. I'm kind of jealous that he is so able to believe in all of those things that I really can't, but right now he's trying to help me find my way to a place in my mind where I am able to realize that there is a higher power. But it's not totally religious mumbo jumbo. It's really more spiritual.

He's the complete opposite of me, he loves hip hop, and he's got his own CD. If you look up Joe Melendrez, you can hear his Christian Rap. Believe me, I cracked the fuck up when I heard it. But whatever, if that's his thing, I respect it because I respect him so much.

Andd....the way around humiliating myself is that I made friends with one of the guy I like's friends. So maybe I can wiggle into that group, and then I'll have an easy in to get to him.

Ha, that friend, he's a teacher. But he's honestly one of my best friends, he's amazing. And he inspires me so much.

But, I think I may have yet another way around totally exposing myself to this guy or his friends.