I come here from time to time to read my own posts so I can get sense of who I was and if I've changed at all. Truth is, I haven't. If anything, everything is more compact and amplified.Within a decade or so, I've accomplished something and nothing at the same time. I'm still in the same place, feeling the same way, and being the same person. Sometimes I fear it will always be like this and that...

I am really bummed about about Meeka breaking off our friendship. She told me that she hoped nothing would break it a year ago when we met. She said a lot of nice things to me. And what she did is like anything most people have done to me, so it is not a shocker.She stopped talking to me, and it seemed like she was avoiding me. She said nothing seemed to be the same anymore, but its probably...

I don't really know what journals are for. And I hope I don't get into any mess for this. But, I just want people to know how funny my friend is. Katarina is very randomly funny. And I have decided to collect the things she says by quoting them to this journal since I don't know where else to put them. Most of these conversations are about the guys from My Chemical Romance. I would be adding more...

Here are a few things to describe myself. Quotes, parts of lyrics, what people think of me, what I think of myself (in point of view of my Daemon):"I never really wanted you to see. The screwed up side of me that I keep. Locked inside of me so deep. It always seems to get to me. I never really wanted you to go. So many things you should have known. I guess for me theres just no hope. I never meant...