So much has gone down. I feel really bad about not updating my stories and I promise I will get on that soon. I just got to the bottom of all of my issues with my parents. They finally believe I don't have an eating disorder. The reason for my weight loss is these huge growths on some of my organs. Turns out they are not cancerous and they will be removed soon. My head is spinning right now. And...

mardi gras.I dont know how many people on this site are actually LouisiANIMALS. but uh. Mardi Gras day was today, of course. which is always so sad because it's the end of another great Party Gras. Great times this week. and terrible times this week. I lost a lot of friends and I made a lot more. My entire perspective on a lot of people has changed. Sad to say this week has changed me personally....

When I should be doing homework.I just cannot focus after coming to the terrifying realization that my entire childhood has been a lie based around me trying to please everyone. I am 18 years old and I don't know who I am or what I want. I do what others want me to. Not to mention that giant bomb my parents dropped on me. I'm tired of this family and I'm tired of this house. but here I go sounding...

I don't really know if anyone is actually going to take the time to read this, but I figured I would go ahead and write a journal. Whenever I write journals they end up being strictly about music and a personal rant of that current day. I hope I can give someone insight on a new artist or song they didn't know about or a new view on a topic that I choose to rant about.TODAY'S RANT :I honestly hate...