I feel ashamed that I let my life turn into this. I used to be different. Nice to everyone, no matter how much they pissed me off. If they needed help, I gave it to them. I could give advice to anyone. And sex, psht. I wasn't going to have sex until I found someone I "loved". And I was never going to let boys get between me and my friends. Friends were for life, not just for answers to math...

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I...

Lately I've had that feeling, you know the feeling.That feeling where you don't wanna talk to anybody? You don't wanna smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being...