This is very lovey stuff. Well I have been crushing on Dylan for a while. It's crazy, because I know nothing will ever happen. Everytime I'm around Dylan I get butterflies in my stomach,I can't be articulate, and I get nervous. I know I love Dylan and that Dylan loves me,but Dylan doesn't know that I love him like I do. I'm kind of afraid I'll lose him after he finds out. I'm going to tell him...

We got a puppy. I hate said puppy. Why? I don't like puppies and this one I kind of do so I really hate it. Let me explain a bit. We got a puppy. This puppy's foot is broken in two places, I think. Since the puppy is so young and we can't take it to the vet, Joseph believes that it will die. He told this to the kids. The kids were all sad. I named the pup Bella Muerta which roughly translates into...

I had to get out of the house. I've been trapped there all day,so right now I'm at my granny's. I couldn't stand it anymore. The atmosphere is heavy with the sadness of what happened yesterday. The empty house is a momento of the tragedy. I can't sit in my room anymore, because I can see that house through my window. I see that house and the sadness overwhelms me like an ocean wave crashing into...

After talking with a friend who is moving the other day I have started to seriously contemplate. What makes living a small town so great? I know my family has lived in this town for about 3 generations that I know for sure, but I'm probably wrong and it has been more. I am related to a lot of people at school, which if you are trying to date makes it difficult. Around here you practically have to...

Another one of those thoughts I think about sometimes when I think about altering the past. I mean yeah I know that so many thousand people died along their way,(as many Native Pride people like to bring up in conversations) but I think that was a good thing. Think of how many people wouldn't have met or wouldn't be here if it wasn't for that. I for one know that I wouldn't be around nor my...

You ever think about the smallest thing you do and wonder what would happen if you didn't do it? I think about it sometimes. There's one thing that at the time seemed small but turned out to be huge that makes me think about this. Okay here's the story. About five years ago my mom was driving to one of my ball games and stopped at the store. My sister was riding in the backseat behind the driver's...

I have nothing really to say. It's just one of those days or it was one of those days. This is what I came up with in class and later on,cause I just felt so bummed:Trying to hold back tears,visioning slitting my wrists.I imagine my world would be better if I didn't exist.No one cares about what I say.Maybe I should lay down and let myself decay.It feels like those who love me can't seethat I'm...

This is something I just need to vent about. The topic is my parents. For those who don't know my parents are basically polar opposite. She's laid back and he's uptight. She likes to talk and he'd rather do something and so on and so forth. Well, the other day there was a party and my dad got drunk as he tends to do. When he's drunk every little thing becomes something really huge. If something...

I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess I'm writing this just to get out all the feelings I've got about myself out both good and bad. Yeah, let's start with the bad. Physically I don't really like the way I'm built. I mean I'm big, wide, tall, and got kankles. One good thing is that my natural blonde streaks have finally gone away. I find it strange how I don't like my body yet I accept it and...

It's been the first week of school and I'm already wondering how this year will pan out. I'm happy, because I have 3 classes with one of my best friends. I'm just wondering how I'll keep from losing my jock friends. I don't want to turn my back on them just because I'm not playing that would just be snobby. Then again I wasn't really close with them either they just talked to me to figure out...

I've been thinking what would have happened if African Americans hadn't been brought into slavery all those years ago. I think that even though they were put into slavery they may be better off. Slavery was bad, but if they hadn't gone into slavery they would have been in Africa starving, dying from wars with other tribes, or dying from AIDS. Maybe slavery kept these people alive. I'm not trying...

Ever have one of those dreams that you just can't forget? Well I've had two. I feel like if I write them it'll help for some odd reason so here it goes.In my dream there was a hurricane coming and somehow I knew it was caused by an angel being on earth. My mom was driving the car and dropping me off at places to tell everyone to take cover. She dropped me off at the bottom of the hill and took off...

Have you ever just thought of someone's name and then wondered if their life would've been different if it was something else? For instance the Johnny Cash song A Boy Named Sue. What if he had a normal boy's name? Then what fun would the song have been. Or have you ever thought about how a person's name just seemed to fit them even though it was picked out before you knew their personality? The...