I've changed my preference in guys. This one is 21, is on a break from his last girlfriend and could be a dad with her. Yeah I pick the wrong guys I know, but he likes me, proved it on friday night. I'm just confused, and frankly a little bit worried about whats in store for me over the next few weeks. I seriously love him but if he's gonna be a dad theres nothing I can do. I just don't wanna...

I normally end up falling in love with the most ridiculous guys... the ones I can't get, the ones that see me as a little sister, and so on and so on. But this time I really could have found Mr Right, if only I didn't kiss his best mate. I always get scared of getting too close to guys, being hurt so many times by them does that to you. I just wish he would sweep me off my feet, be there for me...

I know I do. He said 'yeah sure lets meet up tomoz, send me a text and we'll work it out' Yeah right. 14 texts later and still no answer. I have a 'three strikes' rule with guys, right now he's on his second and I know he'll blow his third strike pretty soon. I miss him loads, after yesterday I thought things couldn't get any better between us, but aparently they get worse eh. Why do I fall in...

Oh my god, he actually texted me back! I was so angry at him for not showing yesterday I forgot he was probably with his mates. Turns out they wen't to like.. Fareham or somewhere and couldn't get back in time, and he ran out of credit poor thing.But seriously, the last text he sent was like sooooo sweet. He said he was really sorry and he can't wait to see me, obviously with the two kisses as...

Things are just going from bad to worse. I've been so wrapped up in my own little fantasy that I failed to notice one of the best things in my life was falling apart. Today was the day I found out that Deity ws never going to be the same, and you know what? that fucking sucks. I found out from Sam, the drummer. He was slagging Sam.W off completly and I didn't know what to do. They're both my...