That's great! You'll love college. I'm going to college in state right now, actually :) I'm going to Westconn, it's Western Connecticut State University. It's not too bad, but I'm only going there because my boyfriend is and I didn't want to be separated lol. I'm actually looking to transfer within the next year, because they don't have my major. I'm really hoping to get into Nova University down in Ft Lauderdale, Florida. Otherwise there's a few colleges in California that I would like, also. I'm going to Oceanography :) I'm not positive what EXACTLY I want to do with that, but I LOVE the ocean and want to work in/with it more than anything. Any idea what you want to major in?
Sooo I usually just thank people for their comments in my author's note, but I really really appreciated yours. I've been considering just throwing that story out, but now I feel like I might actually be doing a good job. Thank you :))
hahah i know how you feel, i'm not a fan of this new layout. That's also what I'm like. I drift on and off every once in a while but that's really it. Oh my god, thats so exciting! High school FLIES by, doesn't it? After this summer I'll be a sophomore in college :) That also flies by, trust me. The first two semesters went by SO fast. Where are you applying to go?
Honestly, I just now noticed it because I haven't been on much lately. I'm trying to get out of a little stint I'm in and I've been writing a few one-shots and trying at the next chapter for Shades of Blue, so it'll probably take me a little while to update. But still, thanks. :]
Actually that's a pretty true statement. And yeah, I write some. I've got a lot more on my computer that I haven't uploaded too. I mean, I just either forget about it or I don't think it's that good. Thanks! :)
Blue! I got a Yahoo Messenger account! Cos like, it was pretty easy to do. But you're gonna be my only contact - because you're speshal. :)
My address isssss kirstybates23@yahoo.co.uk
I did. But he couldn't really understand why I was feeling that way because he was joking. It's just because I'm a female. We don't always take personal jokes very well, do we?
But then he invited me over to his house and he was tired from the house party, but we made cupcakes with green icing and fun sprinkles and everything was calm again.
He is... sometimes. But we get our bad days. Like, right this second for instance.
He's gone out drinking for the past 4 nights at really unholy hours. And I text him this morning, joking that he was becoming nocturnal, and he said "Hardly. I'm just popular." So I said, "Are you suggesting I'm not? :P" (as a joke) and he said, "Have you been out drinking for the past four nights?" so I said, "Have I wanted to?" (because I haven't). And that's when he said, "Yeah, because you've got no one to go with ;)"
So, he's mocking the fact that I'm unpopular and have no friends.
And I don't care if he's "only joking", comments like that sting.
So I text back, "Well that makes me feel good."
And I haven't got an answer.
He has a huuuuuuuuuuuuge ego sometimes, blue. And that's what makes us clash because I have a very little one. And the more he bigs his up - the smaller it makes mine. And I don't like that.
But yes yes, you don't need to worry. I was just having one of those days where you feel really lousy and you get down over little things. And Matt and I went to this party and I hoped it would cheer me up but it wouldn't because I didn't really like any of the people there so instead Matt and our best friends walked all the way home and that made me smile - because they were the truly important people. And then Matt took me back to his and we fell asleep in his bed and you'll never guess what he said to me, blue?
He said he think he's fallen in love with me. Like, for real for real.
And thank you. My most recent story, Dream Girl, is narcissticly based upon Matt and I. Obviously with a looot of exaggerations and stuff but yeah. Becasuse truthfully, my imagination isn't really that great.
That's ok, I understand. I've been the same with some of my comments and messages and stuff. I feel terrible but uggggh, college is really hard.
And yes yes yes, Matt :) It's beeeeen approximatley two and a half months (we don't have an official date) so yah. And it's beautiful and he seems to really like me even if I can't see why sometimes.