In my darkest moments I've found the utmost truth to some stuff. When I was sure that I wanted to kill myself I found myself thinking about death for the obvious reasons. Being brought up with Christian beliefs I wondered if I was going to go to hell. The thought of hell was just to much for me to want to bare for an eternity.So, I kind of felt like I wanted to back out of killing myself. At the...

So,I thought I loved my boyfriend. Which in a way I do. There are a lot of different kinds of loves for a lot of different kinds of people. I don't know which kind of love I have for him but I have love for him. I love being around him. He wasn't my first choice when I first met him. Frankly, I was in for the nice body , weed smoking and tattoos but he has grown on me in many ways. The weed...