Remembering my mother's death

"Losing love is like a window in your heart-Everybody sees you're blown apartEverybody feels the wind blow."My mother died of leukemia when I was in highschool. Losing her was what broke my family apart- it drove my father violently insane, and it drove my sister and I to the extremes of teenage angst... and into meeting all the characters who lurk around its fringes.I sometimes wonder if she...
August 3rd, 2008 at 12:40pm

Epic, epic FAIL!!!

Well, in my legendary style, I have once again made things worse:To recap, in the wee hours of yesterday morning, I cut off all my hair. And I do mean ALL. And then, to make things worse, I had the bright idea this morning that my ill-hewn carpet cut might benefit from a bit of hair dye... WRONG!!To cut a long story short, I have a new nickname at work- it's 'Beetroot'. :(AND, to top it all off,...
August 3rd, 2008 at 09:13am

I cut off all my hair

I don't even know why, exactly.When I was younger, I used to have unusually long hair. People always used to comment on how lovely it was, and how pretty I looked. But I don't feel pretty anymore- just useless.My boyfriend went away for the weekend. Not a big deal, you would think, for someone who is in all other respects a competent adult. He is staying in a house with other girls. Friends of...
August 1st, 2008 at 04:09pm

Just started my course

So here I am, on the first day of school and already on the internet. I had forgotten just what a lazy life being a student is.I'm doing a fitness course at a local vocational college. Sounds pretty mundane, but I actually think I'll enjoy it. You should have seen the looks on my classmates' faces when they found out I turned down a very selective degree to bum around here! Uni is just so damn...
July 28th, 2008 at 04:51am

Stance on universal language

With globalization on the horizon, the possibility of a universal language has come to awareness. English is a major contender for the current dominant language, and some people think we should make it the official global language. Personally, I don’t think there’s much chance of this happening, as world leaders would be well aware of the dangers and many countries would be reluctant to be...
July 27th, 2008 at 01:04pm

Stance on abortion

Personally, I see no problem with it, as long as it is done before a certain point in the pregnancy. People always go on about how you are taking a life, but really, a thing that is two inches long and has no awareness or concept of life and personhood is not really a person. Aborting well-devolped foetuses is another issue entirely, and I wouldn't dare to venture there, but I think that very...
July 27th, 2008 at 08:36am

Gay parents

People always seem so quick to judge gay couples as not being good for a child's social development. And yet, with the number of alcoholic, abusive and absent parents there are around, I think a child these days would be lucky to have relatively normal, gay parents.Some people say that a child needs a mother and a father to have the best possible experience. But then, I know kids who have been...
July 27th, 2008 at 08:12am

Post on morals/ethics

This is just what I wrote on the 'morals' and 'good and bad' threads:Morals are a kind of in-built means to an end. They do not come from an ultimate law that floats around in the universe, but rather, from humans. Our morals are a combination of evolved instinct and learned knowledge of what would be best and worst for ourselves and those things important to us in a given situation. Our sense of...
July 27th, 2008 at 08:01am

Post on cults

This is what just I wrote on the 'cults' thread:Cults are exclusive societies, generally founded on some kind of belief or tradtion. Often they are structured around a central power or heirachy- this being what seperates them from other religious groups. As such, they can also be quite undemocratic, to which a lot of people object, and thus are the subjects of much prejudice in society.And yet,...
July 27th, 2008 at 07:43am

Under siege in my room

So right now I am trapped in my room, locked up like some naughty child trying stewing on ill-will and resentment.Basically, my house mate and I have an agreement- we don't allow other people to stay- he's cynical and grumpy, and I have a phobia of strangers. My boyfriend suffers this, and we are all in agreement of the exceptions.I am scared stiff of my housemate's sister. She is, in short, a...
July 27th, 2008 at 04:04am

Just got PAID.

HOO-FREAKING-RAY!!!...Sorry, but I just felt like sharing that.I know I don't know any of you, and you don't know me, but a week ago I was knee-deep in credit card debt, and now it's all paid off and there's $3500 in my account! I was expecting like half that much! Now I can pay my school fees and finally start living again, instead of lying awake at night dreaming of not being able to afford the...
July 17th, 2008 at 03:33am