i'm so weird. and i'm so lazy...i was all, i'm going to make a journal about the alex story because i left so many things unsaid, and then i was all....lazy.i didn't feel like making a journal. but you know what? i obviously am.so, i rushed things at the end of the alex story, i'll admit that. BUT WITH GOOD REASON!that night, was the night before i would leave to go to california. and i hadn't...