everything you never wanted to know

(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ~『✧~*ABOUT YOU*~✧』1. Are you more feminine or masculine? it depends on the day, honestly. usually in-between.2. Are you tall or short? I'm fucking 4'11 so uh, yeah, short3. What’s your favorite color? teal and mauve4. What do you love about yourself? er, working on that5. What’s your greatest flaw? getting my feelings hurt really, really easily, anxiety6. Do you see...
September 16th, 2013 at 08:32am

a possible diagnosis could be in my future.

I've discussed a lot of the struggles I've had with my health before on this website, mainly because I don't have many other places to do it, I guess. Unfortunately these health problems severely impact my writing ability as well, so part of me feels like I should talk about them here? I don't know.It started almost 3 years ago with my wrists feeling tingly, burning, numb, and weak. We thought it...
August 22nd, 2013 at 12:24am

bert mccracken smells like strawberries | 2004 nostalgia

so today I had a doctor's appointment (nothing major just getting a prescription refill) but of course I was still nervous even though I knew they weren't doing anything to me so I got a really horrible headache and my girlfriend is such a fucking angel and she went with me and yeah.when I got home my head was still hurting so I ended up laying down and for some reason decided to listen to the...
June 20th, 2013 at 06:20am

mibba journey | rambles | sappy things about my girlfriend | writing updates

Things have been pretty good lately. I guess I just felt like saying that 'cause I haven't always been able to.I joined mibba in my sophomore year of highschool when I was like 15 or 16 (15 I think) and wrote this shitty "slash" fiction that got a couple hundred reads but I was mainly here to read my chemical romance bandfiction, let's be honest. It's now seven years later and my chemical romance...
June 19th, 2013 at 06:44am

"I'm not a crazy feminist."

"I don't think that women should be paid less for the same job that men do just because they are women. I'm not one of those crazy feminists, but that's what I think.""Don't go saying I'm a feminist now, but it really bothers me when men feel like the friendzone is a real thing.""I'm NOT a feminist, but I am offended on the behalf of all women about this website called creepshots and I am taking a...
June 18th, 2013 at 10:25pm

So, school sucks | Writing updates.

I met with my adviser the other day. She kindly informed me that my previous adviser (which was HER, by the way) misinformed me concerning the amount of credits I have left to take. See, I was right about only needing two classes to earn my degree.But, as it turns out, I still need like 8 fucking classes of ELECTIVES.My university requires students to take X amount of "Extra" hours in order to get...
April 17th, 2013 at 03:43pm

Ya know, not all Americans suck.

Lately I've been seeing a lot of hate directed towards Americans around the internet, whether it be on tumblr, twitter, here, or facebook. It's definitely not unfounded, as a lot of American people have prejudices and stereotypes towards "different" groups of people or other countries.But guess what?The same exact thing happens in every single country in existence. Unfortunately I think racism,...
January 4th, 2013 at 04:19pm

Let me tell you a little fact about living in Florida during Winter.

It really, really sucks.The weather is completely unpredictable and insane. Yesterday I was able to walk around in shorts and a sleeveless shirt, but I woke up this morning and everything is frozen! In just a few hours (It's like 5:30 in the morning) it went from being 78 to 29 degrees. -.-We never get snow here, but it rains at least a few times a week, and when it's cold out, that turns into...
December 13th, 2012 at 01:33pm

30 - final prompt (a picture of me and 5 good things)

Obviously my girlfriend and I are totally photogenic.So, I had to post a picture of myself taken today (like 5 minutes ago actually) as well as list five good things that have happened to me since I started this challenge.1) I didn't get a parking ticket the first day of school at my new university, which is pretty rare seeing as how there are like 1736548393836463 students and almost zero parking...
September 2nd, 2012 at 05:37am

28 - stress & 29 - my "hero"

A lot of things stress me out. Actually, mostly everything stresses me out. I'm a very anxious and stressed person by nature and there really isn't much I can do about it. But I guess there are some things that stress me out more often than others.I am absolutely terrified of being late and will actually get to a place two hours early just to make sure I'm there on time. I get stressed to the...
August 31st, 2012 at 10:47pm

27 - a picture of my city

I'm not even sure how to do this because the only picture of my entire city is an areal view thing and you can't really tell what it looks like from that, so. My town in incredibly small. Like every time you go to a store you see five people you know and everyone knows everyone's business and a very small number of people basically control the politics and such. It's just really small and southern...
August 28th, 2012 at 09:05pm

26 - why have a dream wedding when you can't even marry the person you love?

I've never been one of those girls that "dreams about their wedding their whole life" or whatever. I really don't care where it is or what the colors are or what I'm wearing or anything.Plus, I can't even marry legally in this fucking country.I'm not even going to get started on the bullshit laws we have here and the way the bible rules everything and gah. It's just ridiculous that I can't marry...
August 28th, 2012 at 05:09am

Thanks, Hurricane Isaac! (aka reasons why I'm thankful to live in florida) + Day 25

NO SCHOOL UNTIL AT LEAST THURSDAY.I mean, yeah. Hurricanes suck and obviously I would rather there not be one and all, but they closed down my university until Thursday at the soonest. This is only going to be a category one hurricane so far, and I stayed in my house and survived through a category five storm, so I'm really not that worried. Not having power for awhile will majorly suck and I...
August 28th, 2012 at 03:58am

24- something I've learned (trigger warning, to be safe)

I'm only twenty years old, so I feel like there is still a lot of things I need to learn. Regardless of that, I also feel like I'm a really different person than I used to be. Once I left high school I developed this new kind of mindset, halfway because of general maturity, as well as shitty experiences with some pretty shitty people.All my life, I've been told that I'm too emotional. That I'm too...
August 25th, 2012 at 03:02am

22 - the future & 23 - favorite movies/television shows

What do I want my future to be like?I'm not really one of those people that wants to plan out every little aspect of my future because I feel like it'll take away the overall sense of just living, you know?But, in the future, I want to be happy. I want to be with my girl. I want to have a cozy job teaching somewhere and I want to feel satisfaction from filling every day with knowledge. I want to...
August 23rd, 2012 at 11:02pm

20 & 21 - something I wonder about/proud of

For those of you who don't know this (so pretty much all of you), I'm adopted. I was adopted at birth along with my twin brother, by the same woman. I'm pretty fucking lucky that we were able to stay together throughout the whole process. I don't really remember a specific time where my mom told us that we were adopted. I just have always known. I've never had hard feelings about it at all, and I...
August 23rd, 2012 at 04:50am

19 - something I'd like to say to an ex

Well, first off, I'd like to say that I really did like you - as a friend. You are a really funny person, and you knew how to make me smile when I was having a bad day. I liked how you didn't shy away from sharing your beliefs with other people, but I really didn't like it when it bordered on ignorance.You were one of my best friends, though. I enjoyed talking to you and spending time with you at...
August 20th, 2012 at 09:21pm

18 - something I miss

So, I thought about this for a long time because really...there isn't much I miss. I mean, I'm trying not to dwell on the past too much these days and to be honest I'm really fucking happy right now, so. I guess I could say something like, "I miss how simple being a kid was", but nahh.But really, I miss my cats.About two years ago I went outside and saw this little booger butt falling off of our...
August 18th, 2012 at 05:44pm

17 - ipod shuffle

so I had to put my Ipod on shuffle and list the first 10 songs:1) Pieces Mended - The UsedI adored this band so fucking much when I was younger and still do, especially their first album (the one this song was on)2) 99 Red Balloons - GoldfingerThis song is bad-ass and one of my favorite ones to blare while I'm driving.3) I Think Ur A Contra - Vampire WeekendI love Vampire Weekend so much it's not...
August 18th, 2012 at 02:56am

15 and 16 - body image and my last meal (ironically enough)

I don't think I can really make 200 words out of talking about my "Death row meal" so I'm combining two prompts, so.Uh to be perfectly honest I'm not sure if I would be able to eat if I were ever in that situation and oh my god don't even get me started on what I think about the death penalty in this country ahhhhg. But if I had to pick a last meal it'd probably be avacado/tempeh sandwiches and...
August 16th, 2012 at 10:31pm