2008.07.19

Wow... it's been awhile since I wrote one of these.Well... four days... but still.Well, today I submitted my second album review for my column. I did Built to Spill's Ancient Melodies of the Future. ^_^That's the first album Josh let me borrow from him. <3 It was love from the beginning... lol =]I told him I was going to do a review on them [he read my first one] and he was pretty happy about...
July 19th, 2008 at 09:41pm

2008.07.15

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS....I just realized why Gwyneth Paltrow and Chris Martin named their daughter Apple.Apple Martin... like Apple Martini.Wow.You have no idea how dumb I feel!I just read on Yahoo about Brad + Angelina's twins' names... and it got me thinking about all these nutty celebrities naming their children odd things. It reminded me of the first weird one I ever heard of which would be...
July 15th, 2008 at 07:15am

2008.07.14

Woo-hoo!So this morning I got up a pre-made profile layout and a pre-made story layout! ^_^ Hooray!I've been tinkering with my profile... I didn't change much, but I deleted a lot of wasteful codes.Woo buddy... I'm like all HTML/CSS fired up. I wonder which picture I should use for my next pre-made layout...butterfliesfaint huespoollighthouse sunsetwavesany opinions?i'm leaning towards either pool...
July 14th, 2008 at 10:47pm

2008.07.12

Nobody can rant quite like I can. XDThough I'm not sure if it's my ranting problem that's the cause of me writing a buttload of journals.Maybe I'm lonely.Maybe I need more friends.*feeling depressed now*That's probably the answer. I have two friends in Ohio. Josh and Jenny. Hmmm... as sociable as I am, that doesn't make much sense. Oh well, I suppose.It's surely a good thing they don't put a limit...
July 12th, 2008 at 07:12pm

2008.07.10

I'mhome back now.Woopie.-_-God I forgot how much I hate Ohio.*growls*Me and my mom had been arguing for like 20 minutes straight. We were about 15 miles from our house, sitting at a traffic light. I looked around for a minute and thought to myself, "home." I let the word sink in for a minute and I shook my head. Then I decided no, home is about 1100 miles the other way.My mom saw me shake my head...
July 11th, 2008 at 02:19am

2008.07.09

I've come to another conclusion...Driving is only fun when you can turn the music up really loud and sing along. -_-My mom drove another three hours today. So far she's got six hours, I've got... well I've lost count. 20- or 30-something. It's a lot. Still one more day of driving before we're home though.We stopped somewhere about 80 miles from Nashville. It would have taken only another hour to...
July 10th, 2008 at 05:13am

2008.07.08

I hate this.This is supposed to be a vacation. This is supposed to be fun.But it's not.I'm sitting here miserable, anxiously waiting for us to go back home so I can talk to Josh about this whole breaking up thing. I'm so worried. I get raging jealous when I think of him dating other girls, but I get scared about the idea of begging him to take me back.I don't want him to say no. =[That would...
July 9th, 2008 at 04:13am

2008.07.07

If anyone's read my other journals, then they would know I've been contemplating breaking up with my boyfriend, Josh.Well, yesterday, he did it himself. Except we're calling it mutual.So I've been single less than 24 hours and it's already driving me nuts.I mean, I'm 1000 miles away on 'vacation' and I miss him like crazy. I didn't miss him before, and now I do.I can't even remember what my logic...
July 7th, 2008 at 11:22pm

2008.07.05

The baby shower was kind of stupid. They played really lame games and the punch was terrible and the cake was dry and the icing was too sweet.-_-Oh well.I made use of myself. When everyone started packing up to leave and loading things into the car, no one was watching Nick. So I took it upon myself to follow him around, [I can't remember how old he is. He can walk/run but he can't talk just yet.]...
July 6th, 2008 at 03:32am

2008.07.04

It's actually 1:15 am my time, 12:15 am where I am, but this entry is going in as July 4th anyways.Well yesterday we drove all day, 15 hours total but only 13 hours actually on the highway... and I drove all but 3 of those. ^_^ Then I drove the last 6 hours today to my aunt and uncle's house.Fun.Not.We went to my uncle's mom's house, and there was all his family there, so I didn't know anyone and...
July 5th, 2008 at 07:16am

2008.07.02

Today consists of laundry, packing and hanging out with Josh because tomorrow morning, I'm leaving for Texas!! ^_^First stop is going to be in Oklahoma to visit my aunt and uncle. My cousin's having a baby shower, so I guess we're going to be there for that.Then we're heading down to my home, in Lake Dallas, TX. I'm going to visit my friends for a little bit, but I guess we're mostly just passing...
July 3rd, 2008 at 03:01am

2008.07.01

Bowling in summer gym today was amazingly fun. ^_^The original plan was that I was going to play putt-putt with Josh and his friends and then be on Clay + Michael's team for bowling. Well, Clay and Michael lost their other two people for putt-putt, so I decided to play with them instead so they wouldn't have to be partnered with someone they didn't like. This upset Josh because I still had...
July 2nd, 2008 at 12:03am

2008.06.30

Oh.My.Goodness.I had the best day in summer gym today! ^_^ <333And the sad part is that this was the day that Josh wasn't here. =/Which confuses me, but I'll get to that later.So, my team won all but one game of dodgeball. That's 4-1. XD I was so proud of us. Except they have the oddest rules for playing that game... it's pretty difficult, really. You can get hit from all four sides. =/ But...
July 1st, 2008 at 12:01am

2008.06.29

Hooray! I recruited Jessica last night! ^_^I made her layout today, but it's really not that good. And it wasn't at all what I planned. =/No Easton today. =/ Didn't get up early enough.I've decided that the dress I bought yesterday makes me look like a french maid. XD If I find a different dress that I'd like to wear to homecoming instead, I can always wear that one at halloween, now. =P All I'd...
June 29th, 2008 at 08:18pm

2008.06.28

I feel bad. =[I didn't go to the movies with my friend or play cards with her...My excuse?I didn't want to change out of my pajamas... XDOk, well I didn't tell her that, but that's my real excuse. Even though I'm probably going to have to anyways since I'm possibly going to get that dress today. *sigh*Sometimes I'm a terrible person.I keep thinking about going to homecoming alone. =/ I know it's...
June 28th, 2008 at 11:46pm

2008.06.27

Man. Today was... odd. Some good things, some bad things.Good things:I got new sunglasses. I've been needing some. I finally found the perfect pair at this store called Maurice's and they're kind of brownish-yellow tinted... so it makes everything look like it does when the sun is setting. ^_^I did some running with Jenny and then we went bowling, which was fun. We were pretty much running around...
June 28th, 2008 at 03:58am

2008.06.26

I hate being confused.I've been with Josh for 20+ months now... I've gotten well acquainted with his entire family, and I love them and they love me. I truly do believe that I love him. And no matter what happens, he'll always be my first love.But I'm not so sure if I can/want to do this anymore.How can I possibly know if he's the one I'm meant to be with if I've never actually dated anybody else?...
June 27th, 2008 at 12:47am

2008.06.25

Yay! I got my car back! ^_^ <333And now the window works! Hoorah!So, in summer gym there is this guy who looks like a guy I knew in 7th & 8th grades. The problem is that I had a major crush on said guy. But once I moved, he never talked to me again. =[ So, I kind of regard him as a real prick and pretty much hate his guts. And I've been kind of being prejudice against this guy in my class...
June 26th, 2008 at 12:59am

2008.06.24

Woop woop! I finished my essay yesterday [it was exactly a page long -_-;;] and turned it in today. I'm crossing my fingers for a B. Unfortunately, I think I got a little off-topic... so I might get a D. >=[Summer gym was fun today. We went to the local putt-putt place and then walked/drove over to the bowling alley. ^_^ I got to drive =P while everyone else had to walk. I would have carpooled,...
June 24th, 2008 at 06:30pm

2008.06.23

I finally just finished The Scarlet Letter.It was kind of a crappy book up until Ch 15... then it started getting good. =]Well, now that that's over... I now have to get cracking and write a good essay on the damned book which must be done by tomorrow. -_-;; I can do it, I know... but I surely wish I could waste my time in more pleasurable ways than writing essays, but such is life.So, here are a...
June 23rd, 2008 at 11:35pm