I dont understand the world. I dont understand life. I dont understand humans. I dont understand emotion. I dont understand.Bad things happen, and people can still smile...People die, and eventually everyone can smile again,loves are lost, and people can smile...people are homeless, but everyone smiles.poor, dying, sick, hurt, confused, alone, sad, any number of terrible things.......and people...

Maybe…Maybe tonight I will be able to go to sleep.Maybe I will be able be able to get his face out of my head.Maybe my hand will stop feeling naked without the ring.Maybe food will start to taste good again.Maybe I will be able to look at my reflection.Maybe I will be able to stop crying on the inside.Maybe I will stop feeling hollow.Maybe he misses me as much as I miss him.Maybe he wants me...