I can't believe this happening.Why can't you guys all just be fucking happy? I have my own god damned problems. I don't need you adding to my anxiety.And really? You think you have no friends? HA!You do. I am your friend. I just don't like hanging out with you sometimes because you don't shower and you're a fucking psycho. God.I can't invite you to everything anyways. And there is no need to...

It is so hard not to fall back into old habbits with her. I've known her so long. And we've been through so much. A lot of my best memories are with her.A lot involve him too.But they both betrayed me. Together. Its unforgivable.I didn't want it to be this way at all.Decent human beings don't do that to the people they love though.It isn't fair.She's a constant reminder and she acts like we're...

This is one of the last places I have to say what is on my mind without a bunch of questions. I have too many friends on polyvore and too many people to ask questions on my twitter or myyearbook. And I lost the password to my blog.It feels pretty crappy when you suggest to your boyfriend that he come over again, and he can't because he's supposed to hang out with your best friend instead. I want...

I think I have a little over three weeks to find a dress for homecoming.To say the least, it's not going well...I'm not really into dresses. So, I need something simple.Preferably black and white. I haven't found shit so far.I don't like most of the stuff at the mall.I was looking online a little bit.I found this one I like, but I don't know how it wouldlook on me. Ugh. I am FREAKING out.Honestly,...

I am desperate. I really need help finding either someone to make a friend of mine an Oliver Sykes layout, or a decent pre-made.I've been looking ALL over and have found nothing.Ok, that's not true. Two of my requests weren't returned.One chick made me a layout but I didn't like it.Then this other chick was supposed to make one but then a week later said she was too busy.So, now I'll take almost...

I have just had my dreams crushed. It is so unfair. I might cry. Okay, I'm not going to cry, but you get the idea. I really wanted the limited editionn Mikey Fucking Way t shirt in JAPANESE! How fucking cool does that sound? It's just like the original, but in JAPANESE! That means I could wear it allllll the time and no one would know what it says. I can't wear the original to school. But the...

Well, I don't like that whole head over heels cliche because I can't where heels. I trip too much. So, I changed it. Because that is exactly how I feel. Ok, so to anyone who read my last entry, I unintentionally fell for this guy. And then I was a little freaked cause I didn't know when I'd get to see him again.And then my friend told me how she was going to get me invited to this girls sixteenth...

Ok, so I did that thing where I unintentionally fall for a guy. And I never even saw it coming. I was caught completely off guard. It's weird cause I never saw that guy in my life until Monday. And it sucks because the chances of me seeing him again are slim to none. And that sucks because he lives really close. But I'm not allowed to cross the highway. What also sucks is that I pretty much know...

Ok, so I'm really bored. I'm sitting here like a loser listening to Escape The Fate and texting. Plus typing this, duh. Nothing has really happened. Nothing I particularly like anyways. But I don't want to talk about that. Not now, not ever. I did finish a reallllly good book. I just finished Unwind by....I'm not sure who the author is, but he's really good.It really made me think. The world...

Ok, so I'm in Virginia and I am sooooo bored! My cousin dances competitively and I usually go along to her competitions. It's usually super fun. Now I'm just super bored. She had some class or something and I'm stuck here in this stupid computer lounge. But at least this hotel has a computer lounge, with free internet! o.O It's kind of sad that this is the only interesting thing I can think of to...

I am seriously going to flip shit. I am currently reading four different stories, all of which need to be updated. And of course none of them are. And of course all the stories are realllllllly good. Im reading two Tokio Hotel fanfics, one My Chemical Romance fanfic, and another one about preps/punks. All of them are driving me nuts by not updating. Half the time i dont believe my email and check...

ok well im still sorta new and figured stuff out. im not much of a writer. well kind of, but im not very good. but a lot of people never think their own work is good. i mainly just do poetry but right now im writing a story with my bff and i am starting one on my own. maybe if i ask her i can post it. and if i actually start the one i thought of, i'll post that too. but for now reading some...