The Key to (Life) Circles

Never in my life have I wanted so badly to draw the lines that could mirror my feelings;Create twists and turns that paint my existence.I want to make stitches to the gaps in my depressions.I want these stitches to string to together my glee.If all is put in line, might it swing to a fro?I continue to weave through my mapped-out plan.The guide rails are set, but the needle pierces them quickly.My...
June 9th, 2009 at 05:12am

They're Watching In Secret

Strangers.How can you tell when someone is known?Are you sure you know their secrets?Their darkest fears?No, you don't.Everyone's a stranger 'till they die.Mom.Dad.Sister.Brother.No matter how long you know them, you can't know them.Didn't your parents say not to talk to them?strangersThey're everywhere; how can you not?When they aren't known. they could hurt you.Anyone can;Everyone canThey'll...
June 9th, 2009 at 05:05am

Beat (Common Sense Into) Me

Modern day punishment through venomous words.Where are the lashings?The senseless beatings?I wish for you to do what's old.The knives that roll off of your tongue likequickfirekill me slowly.I drag my limp extremities forward continuously;even through your thorn-like rules and regulations.Never have I wanted to badly to crush you,to pull out your heart.....or lack there of.You've branded my skin...
June 9th, 2009 at 04:55am

Let's put the 'I' in 'Suicide'

What if I told you I couldn't hold on anymore?You always tell me to, and I would do anything for you, but the sad thing is:I can't anymore.There's too much pain and discomfort making my arm itch for another self-inflicted roulette.I submit to the urge when I feel this hunger.their pressuring doesn't help.I love you with all of my heart, but my heart is about to give in to temptation.Thank you for...
May 19th, 2009 at 12:21am

'Living's Just A Waste Of Death'

From day one I talked about getting out,but not forgetting abouthow all my worst fears are getting out.He said 'Why put a new addresson the same old loneliness?''When breathing just passes the timeuntil we all just get old and die.'Now talking is just a waste of breath,and living's just a waste of death.'And why put a new addresson the same old loneliness.'and this is you and me,and me and you...
February 19th, 2009 at 02:57am

Why Does Pain Always Ruin Me?

Today was going great for a few reasons:A)We didn't have school because it was icyB)My grandma didn't wake me up andC)My friend Caroline called me without having to be reminded.Too bad god (if he exists) had to go and fuck everything up for me! I got put in a bad mood, for no fucking reason, and went off on my mom. So, being the amazing person that she is, she ignored it and tried to make nice...
January 7th, 2009 at 12:11am