a slap to the face... A stab to the heart.

Nothing in this world will help me decide what I'm going through.I mean...Maybe you guys who read this can help me out.But, I'm not asking for much.Just a word or two.Okay...So I have really low self-esteem...And I think I'm the ugliest thing in the world.I keep telling my bestest friend Kevin that there is no one out there for me.I feel helpless.I feel...Unwanted.There is this guy who I have a...
October 28th, 2008 at 03:42am

The Longing For Someone I Can't Have.

I can't tell you cause you're still not over her. Everyone is on the stage living their perfect little lives like there is no one watching while we are in the dumps... We stand on the wings watching, enving everone. But I still dont have the balls to tell you. Even if i am standing right beside you.I'm caught up with things i can't control anymore. And you hurt me real deep. You not only made me...
July 25th, 2008 at 01:32am

Quote: One problem with alcohol...

"One problem with alcoholIs the more you drink itThe more you want it.If a little makes you forgetA bit of your pain,More lets you crawl into a fuzzy space whereNothing hurts at all...." -Ellen Hopkins "Burned"On Friday June... (okay point being i don't remember SHIT!) I noticed that this quote is true.See, that day I went to a party with my friend Hillz * and Lele*. We had all types of liquor. I...
June 26th, 2008 at 07:57pm

The Doors to life.

As Jim Morrison said, "There are things that are known... and things unknown... and in-between are The Doors." By The Doors he accually meant the band he was in, though for everyday life, it can have a whole different meaning.Things known: Morrison came from a family where his father was in the military. His father would usually yell and beat up the children when they made a small mistake or...
June 19th, 2008 at 03:58am