So, I could cry right now.

There was this guy. Great way to start, I know. But whatever. So I met him over myspace and I really liked him or whatever. So I told him everything. I told him about things that I've never told anyone. And I began to "fall in love with him". He became my everything. He took my mind and heart off of God for a period of time and it was all on him. He was the reason I woke up and the reason I...
July 22nd, 2008 at 03:43am

You don't have to read this.

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don’t belong and no one understands you.. Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming..I hate that song because I used to be like that, but then I found the amazing love and power of Jesus. I'm not trying to be preachy or...
July 20th, 2008 at 05:41am

Help?

I'm typing this thing about stereotypical labels and I can't think of anymore common labels so if you know any, you should tell me because it would help a sistah out MAJORLY.I have nerd, hippie, prep, and artist.so if you can think of anymore that would be amazinggg because i'm drawing a blankkk.:)not enough words so lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.still not enough words somy...
June 19th, 2008 at 05:03am

It's really upsetting me.

I don't want to say I'm a Christian, because I"m not. But I do love Jesus with my whole heart and I know that Christians believe that homosexuality is a sin. I'm not saying it isn't because it says in Romans I think that "Those who practice homosexuality will never inherit the kingdom of God." But what i am saying is that the way I see it, in order to truly live the moral life presented in the...
May 7th, 2008 at 04:30am

Middle school is coming to an end.

There's only fifteen days left until I'm a freshman officially and I am really happy but I'm also kind of scared and sad about it. I mean, although I had some really rough times in the past three years, but I grew so much and I'm so much closer to God and people because of some of the experiences I had.I'm still trying to figure out who I am and all that jazz and that's kind of freaking me...
May 5th, 2008 at 04:02pm

I sit in a state of a daydream.

So, for a while I was at this loss of faith, which I know happens to everyone at some point but I had some really intriguing thoughts when I was thinking about all of this. I think after everything that's happened from last June to now has molded me into the person I want to be for the rest of my life. I mean, like I now know where I stand in the category of religion.I've come to the conclusion...
May 4th, 2008 at 11:22pm