I'm so goddamn attached to someone that's not even mine. I don't know how I let myself become so attached to someone who's heart doesn't even fully belong to me. I've become some what dependent on him and it honestly makes me want to cry. How could I have let myself do that?I fell in love once. I fucked that up.I think I'm falling in love again. The fact that I've been through so much with him...

But I let it go.No, actually, I pushed him away.He started as my brother's friend, became my friend, and grew to be my best friend so quickly. In a matter of months, he knew me better than I knew myself. After a year it was like he was inside my mind. He thought what I thought, he felt what I felt.When I hurt, he was right there by my side to tell me to let it all out. He's seen me at my worst and...

Why my best friend can't open up his fucking eyes and realize how much that girl is fucking him over. And I'm not saying this because I'm in love with him or whatever, cause that's just too damn cliche for me.Really, that's not even close to being the case.You see, my best friend has had this on again off again thing with the same girl since seventh grade. Now we're all currently juniors in high...

My mom has just cut me off from ALL concerts as of right now.That's just fucking harsh. I'm probably overreacting but concerts are literally the only thing that I look forward to every month. It gets me through the hell I call school.Seriously, I'm like unbelievably sad right now.I had the GK tour, AP tour, and The Maine concerts all lined up. And now I can't even fucking go. It's insane. Yes, I...