School, Friends, and Inspiration

Today:-This week/month is LGBT awareness on campus. And apparently today was wear purple if you're coming out. Guess what, I didn't get the memo, so I wore purple. My RA even asked me if I got the email and I was just like sure, yeah, whatever. Now I know what he was talking about and I feel HIGHLY embarrassed. My friend was telling me about how one of her friends was wearing purple and their...
October 12th, 2012 at 03:56am

Lesbian Romance to Pass the Time

Some nights, or rather wee mornings, I'm alright. Others I'm not so much. This is one of those I'm not so much type of nights.I can't sleep. Why? Because my mind is freaking racing. About what? Relationships. More specifically, my lack of one.OF COURSE!I swear, I want to roll up into a ball and cry for like two hours straight. I know it's NOT even that serious but that's what I want to do.So,...
September 30th, 2012 at 10:21am

College = STRESS

So, right now Midterms are pretty much here. I'm so freaking stressed out it's ridiculous.First off I have to take and pass Chemistry with at least a B for my major. If I don't I might as well go ahead and transfer to community college next semester. Because it's sooooo freaking important for my major I find myself skipping out on all other homework assignments for the this class. It takes up all...
September 28th, 2012 at 05:09pm

Anybody else?

So, I act scenes out between my characters in my head. When I do, I often voice out the words that the character(s) would or should say. I also get really into them and feel what my characters are feeling and occasionally act the scene out.Sometimes, I don't even realize I'm doing it. It just happens. And sometimes I get loud enough that other people around me can hear.The first time I realized...
September 24th, 2012 at 07:05am

Blast From the Past

Found my first Mibba Blogs post. It's from way back when the blogs were journals and a lot of things were much simpler on the site. Not that I don't adore a majority of the improvements. Anyways, here it is:Hey hey hey I’m Ricka & guess whut? I’m new heer. Yup sholl is. But so far I think this site is the shiz-nit!!!!! I really do luuv it. I’ll have to work on posting more things...
September 23rd, 2012 at 10:11pm

Me + Boys = FAIL

Cute boys are a totally different alien race of people, who have come to Earth to torment the lives of all human females.I swear.Or is it just me?Yeah, it's probably just me.Anyways, whenever I see a cute, hot, sexy, boy. Or just a boy who I think I'd like to really get to know, ie date(like that would ever happen!) everything goes even farther downhill than it already is for me.If you have a...
September 22nd, 2012 at 12:52am

Friends, School, and Life

I’m the type of girl who thinks about everything right before I go to sleep. I don’t know how or why it just seems to always happen like that, no matter how hard I try not to. So, some of the things that have been keeping me from sleeping tonight (even though I have a 9 o’clock class) are:-Today some of my friends and I went to eat at this place on campus. Well, my friend has invited her...
September 20th, 2012 at 08:46am

Confessions

In the mood to be honest.-I laugh all the time, but most of the time it's because I have no idea what to say or how to respond. I also laugh just because it's easier than showing my real feelings.-I worry way too much about what people think about me and what they would say about me. It verges on obsessive.-Social situations scare the living crap out of me. I hate being in large crowds of people,...
September 16th, 2012 at 06:18am

Feelings Lately

Okay, so this is my first post here on the new Mibba Blogs section. I believe I'll be using it as more of a journal type of deal where I post more personal feelings, thoughts, ideas, etc. So I can not feel like I'm about to blow up all the time. I just hope it lasts, because most of the time I just give up on internet journals/blogs. Anyhow, some things things that have CONSTANTLY been on my mind...
September 7th, 2012 at 08:13am