Life has been so much better recently.I've finally begun to accept that my ex and I will never be together again, and I know now that we really were bad for each other.We just couldn't give each other what we really needed.But I hope in time I can get over the awkwardness and be friends with him at least, because he really is a fantastic person, just obviously not for me.And I guess I will always...

So my dad is home from hospital and doing well!Actually, he was home two days after the heart attack, even after an operation.And he's vowed to take care of himself from now on, which is a huge relief.Writing is still helping, although I've had a few times where I've been writing and my ex's face has just suddenly appeared in my mind.It's excruciating.I honestly don't know how I'm going to go on...

So I haven't posted a blog on here in four years.. And the only one I ever posted was about the passing of the Rev.But recent events have made me want to talk, and whether there is anybody listening I don't know.My father had a heart attack today.A month and 3 days ago, my relationship of nearly 4 years ended.And my mental health issues are still grinding me down.I have no friends to see, or speak...

On the 28th December, 2009, James Owen Sullivan, better known as the drummer of Avengedn Sevenfold, The Rev, passed away.It's said that it's natural causes, but what the hell does that mean when he was only twenty eight?Nevertheless, I will not be updating any of my Avenged Sevenfold stories until the New Year has come and gone.My inspiration for randomness, and drumming on the tabletops to make...