Just a summary of this week.

So this week I had to deal with two friends attempting to commit suicide. One of them I had to call the cops to their house because they were sitting in a closet with a knife saying they were going to stab themselves. The other I had no clue about until after the fact, his brother committed suicide when he was like 13 by hanging himself in their basement. My good friend told me he had hung up a...
February 18th, 2013 at 05:23pm

I hate myself right now, I wish I couldn't feel today.

I broke up with my boyfriend last night as we were high in his car, we had just tried to have sex but were too high to get it to really work. Beautiful timing, fucking love it. I had been feeling for a while that we weren't really right for each other, he is super amazing but I just didn't feel any chemistry. I liked to hang out with him and have sex, but I didn't have any urge to kiss him. That's...
January 13th, 2013 at 08:12pm

Crazy senior year, I don't even know

I don't even know what has happened my senior year, it feels like everything went a little crazy. I got a job working for my best friend's parents, where a met a 22 year old boy with some issues and ended up starting to talk to him. We went on a couple of dates and I ended up calling it off with him to go out with a guy who is now my boyfriend and is my age. The older guy had some issues, his dad...
December 31st, 2012 at 05:49am