okay, so as you can see by my title, i have an apology to make. the other night i uploaded a lot of new pics and i posted a comment thread about it. i had never posted a thread before, so i didn't know you couldn't just post it about anything. someone told me that it should have been a journal and i felt like a major attention whore. i'm SO SO SO SO SORRY EVERYBODY!!! i didn't mean to waste...

okay, since i'll get banned for only two sentences, i need to stretch this out. i went to my friends house tonight and we got really bored with walking around her neighborhood, so we came back to her house and took a lot of pictures. i posted a thread about them, but apparently i have to do a journal instead. i didn't know. yeah, so nobody is commenting on my pics and i really want them to because...

okay, so we're sitting there in science class today just doing our normal science class things, and i start talking to my friend zach. well, he scooted his chair next to mine and so i scooted over to make room for him. my chair got caught underneath the lab table and flipped over. zach tried to catch me, but, his reflexes suck. so i fell backwards and slammed my head on the table. i stood up and...

okay, i know what a scene kid is, but is a scenester the same thing? someone called me a scenester today, and i was confused. i guess if i had to label myself it would be somewhere between scene and emo, but i really don't get it. please don't treat me like i'm stupid if u read and comment, i just don't know.

MY PROFILE PIC ISN'T THERE ANYMORE!! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!! HELP!!!

i stayed up last night thinking about all of the awful things that have happened since last year. they won't leave me alone. they're like ghosts, haunting me. last summer was the summer i became bulimic and lost thirty five pounds that didn't need to be lost. last summer was the summer i started to cut. five summers ago, i lost my uncle, who was like my dad since he never was around much. last...

i have absolutely had it. i'm done. finished. my life is not worth keeping or living for anymore. i miss my friends so much i think i actually might be dying of heartbreak. so long.

okay,so i'm using my school computer to write this. my friend next to me is singing songs off of napoleon dynamite and acting like an idiot. i'm bored, i haven't had any coffee, i'm tired, and i feel like i'm about to barf. it's gonna be a fun day.

i'm sad today. my best friend moved away and i miss him like crazy. i don't get to see him and i didn't even get to say bye. at least six of my friends have moved this year and i feel really lonely and sad. i miss them all cuz they're like the most awesomest people you will ever freakin meet.R.I.P: zach, justin, tessa, macy, kayla, lindsay, bryar. you're in my thoughts

well, the title pretty much says it for itself. even though i don't smoke pot, i still feel i should pay a tribute to it.WHY DON'T WE GET A DAY OF SCHOOL OFF FOR POT? THAT IS JUST CRAP!!!

guess what? i just tried a CHOCOLATE COVERED NUT!! IT WAS INCREDIBLE!! the nuts just keep on coming.

today, i cut class and went off campus to lunch. i had chinese. it was good. and guess what? I ATE A CASHEW!!!!! it was so flippin awesome!! plus, i went with my friend. who's cool. i don't feel like writing anymore. i know, i'm pathetic.