We try to take it slowBut we're still losing controlAnd we try to make it workBut it still ends up the worstAnd I'm craaazzzyFor trying to be your laaadddyI think I'm going crazyThat is Shut Up by The Black Eyed Peas in case you didn't know. And the reason I put that up there in this entry is because that song reminds me so much of my relationship right now.Ugh, whatever, I'll get through it. I...

So my junior year of high school-academically- has been extremely boring. I'm getting homework EVERYDAY including weekends, but the days go by fairly quickly (except in Algebra 2 ... ugh).Socially, it has been VERY interesting... It's been really hard on me. I've been starting to realize some things.So far, I have fallen in love. It's not the worst thing I've ever been through and I will NEVER...

I just need to get this out.I like him, at least I think I do.He treats me right, I can talk to him normally, I can be myself when I talk to him.It bothers me when he gets romantic/cheesy and tells me he likes me a lot or that he misses me.I've haven't even been that nice to him, I tell him he's stupid everytime he says he misses me and says how much he likes me.I don't want to hear when someone...

okay so in my last journal I said I was having a hard time choosing between my cheating ex and this other amazing guy.After to talk to that one guys friend about him liking me I just said in my head 'screw my ex' and I wanted to take a chance with this guy.But I keep having that stupid tight chest feeling again. I was talking to him on the phone last night and...well I'm flattered that he likes...

okay so I'll start from the beginning:I was hurt by my ex about a month or so ago. I was on and off with him for the whole school and he always switched between me and this one girl and he finally went back to that one girl and they're in love now or something. I'm so much happier without him in my life- I was put in that situation where I can't even be friends with him anymore.And 2 weeks before...

yea so the topic of my title...I'm not sad about or anything, but I've just been feeling that maybe I'm just one of those people that will never fall in love.Yea, it's a little early for me to say that considering I'm only 15 years old, but I don't know.I've been wanting to be single the rest of my life ever since I was eight years old so maybe that has to say something?I feel so much happier when...

okay so I'll try to make a REALLY long story short. But that's probably impossible ahamonths ago, I liked this one guy. and he was- well I thought he was- a really good friend. Like I probably told him a couple things other people might not know about (besides my best friend but still).(BACK STORY: this guy liked me for about a year before, but I constantly told him no)and so...knowing he was...

Today I stayed home, I didn't feel good =[And now I have to go to the doctor right after school tomorrow!!*shrugs* oh well.ANYWAYS....my sister gets our old small fish tank thing and she's like "Let's get a fish" so she calls our mom and right when she comes home we have four fish! :Dtwo are mine =]they're both goldfish but one's black (why is it still called a goldfish O.o?).I named the black one...

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.....I haven't posted/wrote a chapter in like two almost three months. MONTHS!ugh!! I only wrote like 5 pages in the next chapter I'm supposed to post...but I wrote those pages like...well a couple months ago lol. I think I'm going to erase it all and rewrite it.*SIGH*I want to work on my other ideas soooooooooo freakin' bad like my mind is screaming for me to write it. My other ideas...

Well after weeks of just needing to have a good cry, I finally cried yesterday.I needed it, really I did.I don't feel as depressed anymore, but now I'm just confused about some things.I wonder if I need pills sometimes.Anyways, should a daughter even question if their mother loves them or not?I mean shouldn't you just know the answer?My mom is not a bad person, really she isn't, the way I might...

okay so lately I've been pretty good, I mean no drama nothing bad is going on.but....When I'm alone or like when its quiet I start to think too much and I get depressed or feel like I'm going to have an anxiety attack....something like that.I dont even know whats wrong, like I said I've been good lately.It makes that one song "I'm A Hazard To Myself" by Pink get in my head.Also I've been having...

okay well I dont think my story shows up in the list anymore or something because I'm not following a guideline or something but yea oh well.I'm going to get like three chapters done because I know what to write now!!! YAY!!!! everybody clap dammit! hahayea I have no idea why I'm wasting your time and making you read pointless things either but just live it!I am on a music addiction right now.Yes...

yea so I dont know if I should get high top converse like I usually do orrr get low cut converse this year.If I get high top then its like whatever....but if I get low converse then I can wear them with shorts and shit...AARGH. why am I so in decisive?!ugh Im supposed to write like 100 words right???*confused* grrrrrrr umm lets see well I'm extremely bored, I need your people's opinion on converse...

When this whole thing happened with this one guy, the first night I found out and talked to him.....I still had feelings for him even though I was hurt so of course I forgave him.But then I think now- or even the next couple days after this happened-, how I'm still bitter and angry when it comes to him, and how I hate him and all this other shit...I realize...I never forgave the guy.Because I...

okay so I think I've told a couple people about this one guy I used to like.I would say my ex but we only went out for like a week. Oh well whatever, he's my ex-friend at leastOkay so the whole story is I liked him for 4-5 months and he said he cared about me and shitand we did go out for a week but he broke up with me cuz " he wasnt ready for a serious relationship"but it turned out he was...

well since I can tease my hair now I've been putting a ton of hairspray in it.how annoying.and no I wont leave it flat, are you crazy?!?!?okay so my fourth of july was okay I guessI wanted to hang out with my friends but noooooo I had to go to this one party "as a family and blah blah blah"it wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be but I wish I could have gone and hung out with my friends.oh...

Today I didnt feel like washing my hair but I had to wash my body soooo I just take a quick shower.Being girly and needing to shave I went to go grab my razor annnnnnnd...my dumbass forgot you're not supposed to grab the razor part with your fingers!!yea yea everyone point and laugh at corrina.most people awwed at me though but whatever ^-^ either one is finealso today, I slept horribly last night...

Alright then, I just read the new update on the not following writing guidelines thing.Eep, deleted??That's a little harsh in my opinion.Hell forget it, I think the writing guidelines in general are too harsh.I know the thing says they're trying to make us better writers...but still.ugh idkUgh, but I'm not going back to quizilla.I just hoped my story doesnt get deleted.Anyways, I'm really homesick...

So yea happy fathers day people. yaaaaaaaay.ANYWAYS,SoUgly Butterfly: 0Me: 1My dad found it dead the next day (read my other journal to hear that story) :DYAY!!!!!ughhhh gawd I hate bugs...oh well.so for fathers day I went to church, went home and had a family lunch/dinner, went to see my grandpa (he has alzheimers and is in a home), and then we went back home and my dad left with my brother to go...

So last night I was sitting here with the light off and all of a sudden something hits me in the head and falls. I tried to ignore it, but I couldn't so when I turned the light on to see this huge ugly moth on my keyboard!!Then I screamed at the top of my lungs and woke my daddy up and he got mad hahahaha.AND THAT'S NOT THE END. I kept the light on so the moth would go near that light instead of...