xTearsxOfxCrimsonx / Comments

Heh, thanks for the vote of confidence, I needed it. I will just sit myself in front of this computer till I get a good chunk of story written, maybe even finished, idk depends on how long it takes to get it going lol.

I was stuck in a writers block for 'ADKoR' but I am finally able to continue, so an update for that should be out soon. Unfortunatly I am completely stuck with 'MCR'.

OMG that's exactly what I was thinking when I was the dress! and thanks for the comment. :)

oh yeah, that was freaking lucky. I was spazztic that I lost it and she's like well I copy pasted it to my computer so i could read it at my own pace, you want me to send it to you? and I was like YES GIMMIE! lol

lol thankfully a friend of mine had saved it to her computer so she emailed it too me and its back YAY!!! lol

OH lol well it still applies.

Yeah I kind of messed up and accidentally erased it all lol but I working on putting it back lol

Hehe, our engagement was one of a kind. lol but I think that if it was the formal way it would have been just weird, and awkward, like you said. It was fun. You know, and even as we talked about weddings, and such, it still caught me by surprise. Maybe he did have it slightly planned out, but even if he did, I wouldn't change it for the world.

I hope when you met that special one, that when he asks the question, its perfect for you.

Yeah, I was so shocked when he said "We stand engaged." that I said "Seriously?" and he looked at me and said "Yes."

He never asked will you marry me. It was "So my friend was saying I should sit you down and we should figure out were we stand." I said. and then yeah he said that. It was after a conversation of how I'd want my wedding. During the conversation, he asked me "So you do want to marry me?" and I looked at him, smiled and said "Well, preferably you. Your the best of everything I have ever had." and then it went on from there leading up to the first line you read. It wasn't romantic, or sappy, it was like us. Unexpected, weird, with a dash of humor. In other words for me, it was perfect.

lol, it's just that, the way we met wasn't normal, how we started going out wasn't normal, nothing we have done has been by any means normal.

lmao, well, him and I are just an interesting couple. Add my family and his family together, there's a whole lot of interesting, so much it should be illegal. lol

Hehe thanks, I hope it goes well to. But of course I have back up for when it happens, by fiancée's mom is my maid of honor. lol She's pretty kickass.

Oh I am defiantly moving within the next ten months or so. I finalized that decision after I got engaged to my boyfriend.

Wow, I hope you get to relax.

Everything is good ova here just trying to figure out if I wanna move to NC. Other then that nothing much is going on.

Lol that happened to me a couple of times, but now I am automatically logged in and even if I am gone for several hours, I still am logged in. No worries, I'll wait. I'd wait forever if I had to. :)

Sorry in advance, its really long. :)

I do that all the time. Have a message typed out EXACTLY the way I want it, then i hit the wrong button and it's gone forever.

Lol, yeah, that’s why mow I just use Microsoft word, Type it all out there and then copy and paste it. So when I do mess up and delete it, it’s not gone forever and my words are still “perfect”.

Lmfao, glad to help make your day better. And no worries, I have to go back twice to see what I wrote, and I can see how it wouldn’t click. I did say that out of the blue, but at least you got it, now.

I had to read the first line of the third paragraph over a couple of times. I kept reading it wrong and it didn’t make sense, but I got it now. I am all good lol. So my reply to that is, Your welcome, and anytime you need. J

Still with the third paragraph…starting at the second line till the second from the last. I know exactly what you mean. Well, all except for the not returning to them, because it may take me a while to do so, but I eventually return to what ever it was I started before I got shall we say “distracted”. Other then that, I know what you mean, happens to me quite a bit. Also yes, we are even, I like your rant better then mine, not sure why just do.

Well, that’s good getting out of the house, or apt., in this particular case, is good for you. I love riding bike, what I don’t like, is the soreness the next day, and yet I find it worth it, in a way.

Sad it is, but it’s their own fault. If they can’t accept that there are other things in the world, then them and their words, then even if they can, how should I say this, “see” they will always be “blind”. Know what I mean?

Happens to me every so often, but no not as bad as that. Would be weird to me if every day when I woke up its like I start anew. Then again if I was used to it probably not. The only reason I am able to keep track of where I am in this reply is cause I copied and pasted it into Microsoft Word. Lol. It works.

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Aww those comments made me blush. Thanks so much for looking at my drawings. Those comments you left were insightful, and thanks for pointing out the problem with the ear. I see what you are saying. I'm going to try to go back in and fix it. I'm hoping to get some more up soon.

YES! I got you to blush! Woohoo! *dances for a bit and then returns to the message* A million times your welcome, all I ask in return is you do the same for me, if I post any more drawings up.

I love drawing. It's the one thing I know I am good at, besides knowing the best ways to annoy people lol. I spend hours at a time drawing just a 3x3 inch drawing 'cause I'm so OCD about the details. I would constantly get told by my teacher to not do that, but I can't help it. Yeah definitely, if there is ever anything you want drawn just ask. I love getting insight, or inspiration just on what other people want to or do, see as good art.

You know one thing I really enjoy doing is talking to people, who are interested in things I am, and yet have a different p.o.v about it. Like art, its different for everyone, and when artists get together and talk to each other you learn a lot of things. You know what I mean.

Same to you anything you’d like drawn up, if its within my ability I will gladly draw it. If it isn’t within my ability I think my boyfriend could draw it, he is really good at drawing. Kind of like realistic, like yours, but fantasy and anime too. Kind of irates me, but he is good, I can’t deny that.

Oh I could just kick myself. I had relied to your latest comment and had a really good response to it and I accentually closed out in stead of sending it.

Now everything that I typed before is gone...Damn it.But its nit like it matters you never got to read it. Which makes me mad...all well no use crying over split milk as they say. Now where was I...oh yes.

Glad you can understand not many do, then again your not many people you are you and I like who you are, because I like you. Wow that came out quite weird. Oops. :)

How does one share inspiration with others? Never made much sense to me since different things inspirer different people. Guess it's just something you like, that inspires you. So think of all the things you like and start from the top, if it doesn't work, then damn. Sometimes I just stair at the wall and it gives me inspiration. Other times I could just be reading something and then I get an Idea that I have to write down, most of the time though I sing some random words and all of a sudden I have a new song that had nothing to do with what I was originally singing or saying for that matter. I could just continue this rant but, then this message will never end.

Bummer about you being stuck in the apt. all time, Must get boring at times.

Yes, glad you see it that way too. Its like I was trying to explain to them about that. Just because they have the same name doesn't mean they are the same character. Finally someone understands that. It's really hard trying to explain something to someone who just won't listen. It's like talking to a brick wall, you're wasting your time and breath, and you know it, but you hope something will sink into their heads, and yet its all in vain..its kind of pointless if you think about it, but you just can't stop.

Anyway....I have no completely forgotten where I was going with this, so I am just going to end it..........now.

It was one hell of a dream, really really good dream too. though fucked up at some parts really good none the less.

Oh I love writing, never a chore, I love sharing my thoughts with others, though some don't like them, there are others that do. And it wouldn't matter if no one liked them, its a way to express myself, and I enjoy doing it like I enjoy drawing, nothing could stop me from drawing nothing will stop me from writing. I love it too much to stop.

I haven't lost interest in any of my stories, some are just hard to continue for a while, and then BAM! I get inspiration from something or from someone and I can continue to write.

I am in the process of writing the next chapter for 'A Different Kind of Romance' but I am a afraid I have gotten a hair stuck with what to wright next. Well I mean I know what to write and were I want to go with it but I can't figure out the right words, and it sucks. No worries though, I will update it, and hopefully soon. Glad to know you like it, I have had some complaints via privet messages that my characters should have had different names, because of my 'My Chemical Romance' story. It doesn't matter though up until recently I was no good at making up character's, but I got the hang of it so my other stories are good to go.

I think I am rambling...sorry about that. :)

It makes me happy to know that people actually enjoy reading the things I write. Funny enough though that story started out as nothing more then on of my dreams. It was a really good dream, thought I would make a story out of it but never thought people would like it as much as they do.

Better get back to finishing that chapter don't want to let people down.

Yeah, I have been steadily updating my 'My Chemical Romance' Story, which is why the others are on hold, but I have been working on them when I get stuck with that one so...next chapter for MCR will be out either this week or sometime next week.

yeah the manga's are great for that.

Okay Deal. We got each others backs. lol