Did you ever wonder why the pain hurt....but it never went away? Did you wonder why they always took the loved one and not the ones that deserved to die? Why? I mean we lived a life that was suppose to be happy and merry but when does one really find these things? The darkness lures there everywhere even when you don't want to find...its there. I can paint a picture with my face and say that I am...

ITs been over three weeks and the pain still lingers... I need him back.....were did he go? Everything was fine till the day the phone rang and it said that Oscar died this morning. At 18 years old he was a young man with alot of life in him and sadly he was a great friend. My heart was ripped out of my chest and the world went blank.....how could someome so young let him die of a heatattack. He...