Here`s some things that made me happy/smile and diffrent other emotions that I can barely comprehend myself. :cute: I just felt like sharing it with the world.WARNING: SMILEY ADDICTION.You know what? This is an epic fail. Fuck you, preview.This one got me so flattered, it`s crazy. ::inlove: Apparently, thats how someone that doesn`t know me perceives of me. Now, I have no more reason to attemt to...

This is how my life is going into a spiraling collapse, and I know I`m breaking so many promises by letting this happen and by doing this journal. 1. I promised myself never to fall hard enough for a boy. 2. I promised myself never to contort into something for anybody else but me. 3. I promised him that I wouldn`t write anything `bout this. Too bad.Basically. 1. I fell. Hard. && I wish I...

Three days ago, my friend Au (short for Aurora) told me during the morning that a student from the neighboring school had died. At first, I thought it was suicide -- which is growing to become common in the college departments. She then told me that it was a mere child, 10 to be exact, that had died. At first, I was shocked; I would`ve never thought that someone younger than me would, in fact, die...

I don't know why. I'm not understanding anything at the moment right now.Most of the things are okay, but why do I feel like everything is falling apart?Damn this time of the month...My grades are okay.My parents accept my awkward morbidity and pervertion.My brother and I barely fight anymore.Im interconecting with my relatives more...But only...I'm still depressed. I don't think anything is...

What do you do when you don't know your next move? When you've made the biggest mistake in your life? When you've lost the last person keeping you alive? When you love someone so much, but you have done something wrong, what do you do next?I hate this.I can't stand you, but I can't go on without you at my side.I love you, but you get me so frustrated at times.I want you here, but I can't seem to...

I cannot believe he is doing this to me, to himself and to everyone else around him. I simply cannot watch him throw away his life on some girl. He's adorable, funny, sweet, smart and everything a girl would dream of, and he's fucking that up for someone that doesn't love him with her whole heart. This is stupid Migo, you deserve more than her.This is how the past few weeks have been going with...

That wasn't close to funny, Chris! You don't play with people's emotions like that! Sure, I said it was okay with me, but did you really think that it was? How would YOU feel like if someone told you that you're boyfriend fucked someone else?? Haha, funny. NO ITS NOT. I don't trust you anymore! Fine, you say that Jordan said that, but how can I know if thats real or not? I know Jordan, I've spoken...

god, I hate this. I don't enjoy looking around vampirefreaks and seeing Alex Evan's face and body pop I'm every few minutes; how I see the same photo flash up on the screen every 30 seconds. I roll my eyes everytime I see a photo of a girl saying that she's Jeeve Massacre here in mibba; and how she says shes the real thing. When I see someone saying that she's blahblahblah's boyfriend, even though...