in tears again...

my mother continues to not be there for me.i talked to my friend about going to fish camp this summer (for those of you who don't know, fish camp is a week long catholic program where teens do community service.) and of course, i have to ask my mom for permission. well its $450 and we don't have that kind of money.so i would have to do the fundraising program with my friend dee.since dee is in a...
March 13th, 2009 at 03:46am

sucky day

ok. so this week has sucked. well it hasn't really sucked until the last two days.well first of all yesterday nov 26 was the one year anniversary since my dad left us. while i'm glad i don't have to live with him anymore, it's still hard. even though i don't love (or even like) him, he was still my dad. and i want to have a father i can look up to. i am so jealous of my friend's daughter-father...
November 28th, 2008 at 04:44am

i can't do it by myself

i'm really pissed right now.my mom is being a total ass. she expects me to do everything by myself. ever since my grandma got pancreatic cancer, its like she doesn't care about me anymore. we had to leave our house, and move into my grandma's house. her house is only just down the street, but still. its not home. so i've been living at my grandma's house ever since finals last year and i hate it....
October 18th, 2008 at 07:59pm

demi concert

so jonas fans, at my school, have a reputation for being stupid and imiture. thats not me at all (at least i don't think) but for the majority of people, its true. anyway, since people don't want that reputation they tend not to broadcast that they like jonas. There is one girl that was in my homeroom last year that likes jonas, and she attached to me. She's really not that nice of a person, and...
September 28th, 2008 at 09:38pm

venting...

i know this sounds really mean of me, but i hate everyone in my science class. they are all so cruel to each other. i know they are all "kidding" but its really frustrating. they constantly talk back to the teacher, and are really mean to each other. but the worst part is, that my teacher won't stop them. she's the sweetest person ever, and she hates yelling at people. but you can tell she's...
September 24th, 2008 at 05:39pm