It's been a long time since I last posted here.And well, things were okay.Now, I'm not so sure.Even though I am in college and that my boyfriend and I are about to have our anniversary in a few weeks, I still feel alone.Sure everything was not like this before.I mean, I made friends and all and I fell in love.I found happiness in the little things like the breeze and the sun.I fixed all of my...

There are some things in life that we cannot change.My teacher always told me The only thing that doesn't change is change.That's true.Doesn't help the fact that it hurts though.I mean...the truth hurts. Right?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Well on to the journal.Today, my best friend just took a plane to Manila.That's an hour flight away.She's going there for college.And in case you guys don't...

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind.He broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it.And my mama swore that she would never let herself forget.And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.When I was 13, my parents had a physical separation. None of my friends really knew. I tried not to tell anyone else because around...

It's by the far the riskiest yet the best discovery I have ever made.SERENDIPITY.Nobody expects things like this to happen.Or at least I don't expect these things to happen.FATE OR LUCK?Was I supposed to find this or was I just at the right place at the right time?I'm still confused as to how everything is working out so well.LOVE.He actually accepts me for everything I am and he makes me happy.He...

I spent most of my life avoiding people. Avoiding making connections as much as possible.The lesser people in your heart, the lesser chance of getting hurt.RIGHT?The people that deserve a place in my heart are people I trust with my life. So they won't hurt me.RIGHT?First, my boyfriend dumps me then gets engaged.But I got over that.Then my parents accuse me of stealing and plan on sending me to...

After the whole visit to two psychiatrists in a span of seven days...I finally got over him...I was happy, I was fine...then I realize they've been together for a year, four effin months and a day already...which just means he effin cheated on me...CHEATED on me...that's something I always wished to never happen...I knew it would but wished it wouldn't...guess this is reality's way of slapping me...

I'm trying to write a story...and I need character names...any suggestions?Can be just about anything....MUCH THANKS...*not enough words*So to help, the story is about a ghost that haunts his previous lover.He left her a few years back because he didn't love her.But he dies. *duh*And he realizes his true love is his previous lover.because she's the only person he can see in the afterlife.she can't...

Time is flowing water. Time is running sand.Time is a constant measurement of something immeasurable.Nobody knows whether time will be taken away from us.Nobody knows whether time will still be given back to us.Life is the most precious thing we have in our hands.Life is like a single strand of hair.Life can be repaired but it can never be returned back to its original...

It's the best thing that can ever happen.The best thing that the world will ever have to deal with.My mom is sending me to rehab.Or to juvie.Depends really on what she thinks is appropriate.Maybe both.I'll be going to juvie and rehab right after graduating from high school.At least college will be a literal "New Leaf" for me...right?In all honesty though...I haven't slept in two days.I haven't...

My examinations just ended last Thursday. I'm a free bird! I can finally stay up at night and sleep in without getting in trouble. I'll be going to college in a few months. Finally, my high school life is over.BUTthat's not the only thing that ended.My life ended last Monday when I found out that my ex-boyfriend is engaged. He knows that I still have feelings for him and he gets engaged. My friend...

My mom once told me: Don't let the guy take control of the relationship.I just thought: I don't even want to be in a relationship. Boys are icky that way. They're better off as friends.~~~~~~~~~~I should've listened to my mother because then I wouldn't be in this much pain.Experience is a b*tch.But experience is also the best teacher.Goes to show teachers are b*tches.I should've learned the lesson...

Everything was normal. Nothing was ever really out of the ordinary.Just a bunch of friends living life. Dealing with life the best way a high school teenager could.Just a normal thing to happen to a high school student. A normal thing to happen to anybody. I fell in love. Fell crazy in love. I was fifteen. It was summer and I had nobody else but him to rely on. Then things happened between him and...

I haven't been on mibba in the longest time because so much has been happening.1) I'm in my senior year. All the academic pressure is hard enough but they decide to add the time constraint and college applications.2) My granduncle passed away last June 21. It was a Father's Day when they found him face down on the floor, not breathing anymore. He promised me that he would help me apply for...

Today is the last day of summer for me. In exactly 19 hours I will be going back to my little corner in the classroom while I watch from the sidelines all the people that are caught up in their own bubble.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Some certain pairs will walk in the classroom, drop their bags at their favored seats then walk out of the classroom. Crowd the halls, shriek, hug and talk to their...

First off, thanks to the people that read my previous journal and commented. Helped a lot and made me feel much better.Second thing is...(as stupid as this is)...it was a false alarm. My hormones were just all messed up because of this whole diet thing I'm trying....Woops?Anyway...I'm not pregnant AND I'm eating regularly. :DSo...I dunno what to say because I need 100 words and I already said...

Cut straight to the chase. I think I'm pregnant.It's only been a month but I feel it in my gut. I read about it and the symptoms pretty much strike me."The first week of pregnancy symptoms include feeling tired, getting irritated, tenderness of breasts, either craving or aversion to food, heightening of the sensitivity to smell, light-headedness or feeling dizzy."I have four out of seven in that...

I am mad for so many reasons.For my mom...never understanding how hard it is for me having to grow up with her only physically...because her mind and her heart is always somewhere else.For my dad...being selfish and not helping anybody...his health is getting worse because he isn't losing weight...For my brother...never being here at all...always too busy with his girlfriend...at least she's nice...

In exactly two weeks, school will open again and I will be a senior. Finally! So I thought "hey...I should make this summer mean something. I'll hang out with my friends and stuff like that so that I can have fun for the last time before cramming and concentrating in school..."And I did just that...until I realized... I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS.Christine had summer class because she flunked...

I'm cleaning my room today and I'll be burning some of my old stuff later. (yeah..I'm brutal like that.)Anyway, I guess after a whole two months, two weeks and two days of having a messy room, I got inspired to clean it up and make room for changes. I'll be rearranging everything to get a happier vibe.Not only my room is getting a makeover though. I've been trying to straighten out my life too....

Alrighty.. the last two weeks have gone by so quickly for me, it's only now that I actually took a break and thought things over.♥ I just bought a new CD. Something Pinoy (FOR THE FIRST TIME!) for my collection.to the journal part (don't judge me, please) >>>April 21, I admitted to my ex's brother that I LIKE him. That same night, he admitted he LOVES me although I knew he...